I leave it to you to decide
"well, cooper and i broke up...i feel like shit, but it was for the better. Theres no point in denial or lying...it would hurt the both of us even more..
we broke up because, i don't feel the same about guys anymore...i just don't.
::public anouncement:: colleen is a lesbian
don't be mistaken, it wasn't his fault, i've felt like this for a long time , i just thought i was bi...but..i'm not...i'm a lesbian, and beleive me i've been thinking alot about guys and i'm not attracted to them at all, i really am not. I am more attracted to women, i just am. And thats just the way i am, i really felt bad about dumping him but i just couldn't go on.
so here i am standing outside the closet door, please don't disbeleive me, because i've thought this through long and hard. And don't think i'm too young to decide because, if you know, you know...and it does explain things alot for me, i don't feel right with guys, (dating them i mean) its never worked out, i just don't feel atracted to them. and i thought well maybe i just havn't found the right guy but in truth i'm lookin for the right chick..
i really felt horrible, i had so much caffeine, i got a migrane. then i threw up 4 times from the current set of events. and beleive me i am feeling a little weird...
so, yah, i'm kinda gay.
so whatever..today was interesting, full of happy people being all happy. And thanks alot to a bunch of my friends online, i half expected them to be weirded out, but they weren't and they were nicely supportive. ^.^ i love you guys.."
-Exerpt for www.livejournal.com/users/quibbs
we broke up because, i don't feel the same about guys anymore...i just don't.
::public anouncement:: colleen is a lesbian
don't be mistaken, it wasn't his fault, i've felt like this for a long time , i just thought i was bi...but..i'm not...i'm a lesbian, and beleive me i've been thinking alot about guys and i'm not attracted to them at all, i really am not. I am more attracted to women, i just am. And thats just the way i am, i really felt bad about dumping him but i just couldn't go on.
so here i am standing outside the closet door, please don't disbeleive me, because i've thought this through long and hard. And don't think i'm too young to decide because, if you know, you know...and it does explain things alot for me, i don't feel right with guys, (dating them i mean) its never worked out, i just don't feel atracted to them. and i thought well maybe i just havn't found the right guy but in truth i'm lookin for the right chick..
i really felt horrible, i had so much caffeine, i got a migrane. then i threw up 4 times from the current set of events. and beleive me i am feeling a little weird...
so, yah, i'm kinda gay.
so whatever..today was interesting, full of happy people being all happy. And thanks alot to a bunch of my friends online, i half expected them to be weirded out, but they weren't and they were nicely supportive. ^.^ i love you guys.."
-Exerpt for www.livejournal.com/users/quibbs