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god i feel like ive been pregnant forever!! it feels likes hes never coming out. I cant wait to play with him and hold him. i have only 3 1/2 weeks left but it feels like 3 1/2 years.he needs to stay in tho because we dont even have a place to live yet. im gonna try to talk to my nana and see if we can stay with her for a little while, my other option is to get married so me and shawn can get an apartment but i dont wanna rush on getting married. im afraid it'll put stress on our relationship and cause us to spilt up but if we do i know shawn will be there for zayden. And I love him for that!