Jan 30, 2005 00:01
I find out the most important answer of my life sometime this week.I never thought it could happen to me. I have a really bad feeling that its gonna be true. I alway acted older then I am but now I know Its gonna be hard responsibilies from me,the responsibilies I didnt what from being acting older.. I have to hide my feelings from everyone and its so hard. to collin im acting like im not worried about it like its not true but really Im scared to death. I wanna talk to collin about my feelings about this but i dont want to worry him even more than he is. I'm too young for this!