Dec 01, 2009 23:00
Excitement and fear!
These are usually the base of my feelings. That is life!
Hurrah!
Everything isn't all secured yet, but I'm hard pressed to believe something is not going to happen. I may be accused of being a cynic, but in truth I'm wholly not. Really.
Oh, one day I'll climb the Appalachian Trail, make awesome movies, marry some awesome person who would be okay with having my kids, buy a house to house my whole family(dad west wing- mom on the right), go to live in England, write a novel, be in a band with pals, learn how to play every intrusment I can get my hands on, build a no-kill animal shelter, donate to billions of charities, adopt some kids, and then become a super hero. (If I have time, save the world)
Right now, though, I'm going to go to college... with my best pal(s?). I'll miss my family, especially since my sister has reassured me that she still cares about me. I'll miss some of the folks that are to be left back in Texas who I consider to be friends. I'll miss my cats. I'll miss having a ride for those cold nights. I'll miss the blanket that I could always fall on to if I ever had a misstep. I'll miss so many things...
But I'm so eager for this adventure, for this second chance at succeeding.
i don't want to die