i must make hundreds of mistakes a year if you count
what time is it?
it's rambling lj post time!
so i've just been doing the usual lately. baking, cooking, knitting. seeing my friends, going to knitting group, drinking a bit but not too much. having good times and bad. normal.
last night i went out and walking home i felt really crappy emotionally. it was weird. that's what happens when i walk home late alone, usually.
not tonight. tonight, i was sort of energetic and walked with determination and sang a bit and just felt pretty content. and i realized how lucky i am. i'm so lucky to have a family that loves me and tries to help me reach my goals (like going to england) and to have friends who are nice and supportive. the fact that even the friends i DON'T see all the time and i haven't seen in a while are still amazing and nice to me and as lovely as ever. it just fills me with joy.
like, i was hanging with danielle and nicole and the three of us are just so similar. and it's really nice when it's just the three of us sometimes. i dunno. we're a good group, and it's so nice. of course, it's also amazing to be with sydney and andrea with us too (and sam, thus making "the girls"), but sometimes it's nice just to be the three of us and BOND. and i feel so lucky to have made friends with Danielle. I dunno, i'm still sort of surprised about our friendship but it's so good. it's nice cause she feels comfortable telling me things and i feel the same for her and it's just so good cause she's had a hard time and she's younger than the rest of us (even me, i'm usually the youngest!) and her friends in highschool were shitty and yeah. i dunno. but we have good times.
and my KNITTING GROUP. oh my god. they are such amazing women. it's epic for me to think that I can have these wonderful involved conversations with real adults who are not related to me or authoritative in my life in any way. it's just lovely. and they are so sweet to me.
and then there's all my GQMFs, online and off, that make me so happy. all of you, you know who you are, i love you.
i'm just in a great mood.
i try not to think too much of how i will miss this when i go to england. i'm sure i will be fine. i mustn't worry about losing my guelph friends, or about missing everyone. things will be fine.
my problem now is that i had like four hours in naps after work today, and then i got up and got dressed and DID STUFF. now i feel awake, and it's TWO THIRTY in the morning. gah! sleep schedule is gonna be shot. ah well. it's the weekend!
it's rambling lj post time!
so i've just been doing the usual lately. baking, cooking, knitting. seeing my friends, going to knitting group, drinking a bit but not too much. having good times and bad. normal.
last night i went out and walking home i felt really crappy emotionally. it was weird. that's what happens when i walk home late alone, usually.
not tonight. tonight, i was sort of energetic and walked with determination and sang a bit and just felt pretty content. and i realized how lucky i am. i'm so lucky to have a family that loves me and tries to help me reach my goals (like going to england) and to have friends who are nice and supportive. the fact that even the friends i DON'T see all the time and i haven't seen in a while are still amazing and nice to me and as lovely as ever. it just fills me with joy.
like, i was hanging with danielle and nicole and the three of us are just so similar. and it's really nice when it's just the three of us sometimes. i dunno. we're a good group, and it's so nice. of course, it's also amazing to be with sydney and andrea with us too (and sam, thus making "the girls"), but sometimes it's nice just to be the three of us and BOND. and i feel so lucky to have made friends with Danielle. I dunno, i'm still sort of surprised about our friendship but it's so good. it's nice cause she feels comfortable telling me things and i feel the same for her and it's just so good cause she's had a hard time and she's younger than the rest of us (even me, i'm usually the youngest!) and her friends in highschool were shitty and yeah. i dunno. but we have good times.
and my KNITTING GROUP. oh my god. they are such amazing women. it's epic for me to think that I can have these wonderful involved conversations with real adults who are not related to me or authoritative in my life in any way. it's just lovely. and they are so sweet to me.
and then there's all my GQMFs, online and off, that make me so happy. all of you, you know who you are, i love you.
i'm just in a great mood.
i try not to think too much of how i will miss this when i go to england. i'm sure i will be fine. i mustn't worry about losing my guelph friends, or about missing everyone. things will be fine.
my problem now is that i had like four hours in naps after work today, and then i got up and got dressed and DID STUFF. now i feel awake, and it's TWO THIRTY in the morning. gah! sleep schedule is gonna be shot. ah well. it's the weekend!