don't come alive just to leave alone;
hey guys.
i'm done school! second year, completed. mission accomplished and all that.
going in to work tomorrow, then going out for beers potentially, then going to watch Push and Fast and Furious with Emma and Katie, and then THURSDAY NIGHT OF AWESOME which is bingo at 10, and then van gogh's ear for 90s night dancing. sweet deets.
I AM AN AWKWARD TURTLE.
Except it can't just be me, because i try desperately to be the least awkward but somehow it DOESN'T EVER WORK.
Rob and I can't have a conversation anymore. And the first time we made eye contact in like, weeks, was today when we were both baked as hell and giggling at each other.
Too awkward. I cannot function. I understand now why I cannot do the whole relationship thing. If this is how it goes when neither of us are pushing for anything and it's stress free and we could be just friends and it would still be find uh how awful would it be if i was doing my usual HORRIBLE UNREQUITED CRUSH thing? gosh. i should just give up on companionship, cause uh my best friends leave me (and i them, in all truth, no matter how much i love them we grow apart either emotionally or uh, PHYSICALLY HOLLY) and i cannot exist with boys. life!fail.
and now that that's over...
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line (unless the first line reveals the song title) from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. (House rule: Skip instrumentals.)
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and song title correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google is cheating!
also: i only chose songs that i would recognize the first line to myself, cause i have more than 5000 songs in my itunes, dude.
1. And when the day ends i'm sure she's feels sorrow
2. He knew what he wanted to say but he didn't know how to word it
3. (2nd line) your sister has turned into a zombie
4. trapped in a box by a cockney nutjob
5. any dolt with half a brain can see that human kind has gone insane
6. the distant future, the distant future
7. the drops of rain they fall all over
8. let me take you down cause i'm going to
9. when we walked the streets together all the faces seemed to smile back
10. (2nd line) put on your red shoes and dance the blues
11. you're gonna try to listen on the conversation, yeah
12. (2nd line) you're a tasty piece of pastry
13. kiss me, flick your cigarette then kiss me
14. i think of a while ago, we might have had it all
15. when the moon is in the seventh house
16. when i was younger, just a bad little kid
17. forgive me for i did not know
18. (2nd line) these dreams they pass me by
19. so, you're leaving, aren't you
20. look into my eyes
21. i think i'm breaking out
22. we used to leave the blue lights on
23. you've got a great car
24. if you wanna start a band
25. (3rd/4th line?) well there's nothing good came from guilt
i am going to try not to be awkward tomorrow, as it is likely the last time i'll see him for a year or something.
it's okay. i have robau. he is all i need.
i'm done school! second year, completed. mission accomplished and all that.
going in to work tomorrow, then going out for beers potentially, then going to watch Push and Fast and Furious with Emma and Katie, and then THURSDAY NIGHT OF AWESOME which is bingo at 10, and then van gogh's ear for 90s night dancing. sweet deets.
I AM AN AWKWARD TURTLE.
Except it can't just be me, because i try desperately to be the least awkward but somehow it DOESN'T EVER WORK.
Rob and I can't have a conversation anymore. And the first time we made eye contact in like, weeks, was today when we were both baked as hell and giggling at each other.
Too awkward. I cannot function. I understand now why I cannot do the whole relationship thing. If this is how it goes when neither of us are pushing for anything and it's stress free and we could be just friends and it would still be find uh how awful would it be if i was doing my usual HORRIBLE UNREQUITED CRUSH thing? gosh. i should just give up on companionship, cause uh my best friends leave me (and i them, in all truth, no matter how much i love them we grow apart either emotionally or uh, PHYSICALLY HOLLY) and i cannot exist with boys. life!fail.
and now that that's over...
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line (unless the first line reveals the song title) from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. (House rule: Skip instrumentals.)
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and song title correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google is cheating!
also: i only chose songs that i would recognize the first line to myself, cause i have more than 5000 songs in my itunes, dude.
1. And when the day ends i'm sure she's feels sorrow
2. He knew what he wanted to say but he didn't know how to word it
3. (2nd line) your sister has turned into a zombie
4. trapped in a box by a cockney nutjob
5. any dolt with half a brain can see that human kind has gone insane
6. the distant future, the distant future
7. the drops of rain they fall all over
8. let me take you down cause i'm going to
9. when we walked the streets together all the faces seemed to smile back
10. (2nd line) put on your red shoes and dance the blues
11. you're gonna try to listen on the conversation, yeah
12. (2nd line) you're a tasty piece of pastry
13. kiss me, flick your cigarette then kiss me
14. i think of a while ago, we might have had it all
15. when the moon is in the seventh house
16. when i was younger, just a bad little kid
17. forgive me for i did not know
18. (2nd line) these dreams they pass me by
19. so, you're leaving, aren't you
20. look into my eyes
21. i think i'm breaking out
22. we used to leave the blue lights on
23. you've got a great car
24. if you wanna start a band
25. (3rd/4th line?) well there's nothing good came from guilt
i am going to try not to be awkward tomorrow, as it is likely the last time i'll see him for a year or something.
it's okay. i have robau. he is all i need.