well...
so i kinda forgot about this thing....i haven't written in here in over a month...
so i got the job at timmies...its ok i guess.
i've only worked 2 days and i hav eto work tomorrow too, but its not that bad, and i think it will be better w once i get to know the people i work with. i think some of them think that im stupid of something but oh well...i'm trying at least.
i've been spending alot of time with felicia ross and matt. thats kool. felicia asked me if i want to move to gfw with her and ross and live with them, so that might happen.
i still cant believe that i dont have to go to school in september. i mean, i've been going to school since before i can remember really, and now its gone. i have to fend for myself, and that can be scary sometimes.
i feel things sometimes. a lot of things. i feel vunerable, scared, and insecure a lot more than before. and i like someone who is NOTHING like the guys i usually like at all, and i dont know what to think about that, but i like it. but i hate it also. whenever i see him, i want to just cuddle him and hold him...and i want him to hold me....
but any ways, lets not make this sappy, eh?
and now i have nothing to say...
so bye.
oouut!
(that was stupid)
so i got the job at timmies...its ok i guess.
i've only worked 2 days and i hav eto work tomorrow too, but its not that bad, and i think it will be better w once i get to know the people i work with. i think some of them think that im stupid of something but oh well...i'm trying at least.
i've been spending alot of time with felicia ross and matt. thats kool. felicia asked me if i want to move to gfw with her and ross and live with them, so that might happen.
i still cant believe that i dont have to go to school in september. i mean, i've been going to school since before i can remember really, and now its gone. i have to fend for myself, and that can be scary sometimes.
i feel things sometimes. a lot of things. i feel vunerable, scared, and insecure a lot more than before. and i like someone who is NOTHING like the guys i usually like at all, and i dont know what to think about that, but i like it. but i hate it also. whenever i see him, i want to just cuddle him and hold him...and i want him to hold me....
but any ways, lets not make this sappy, eh?
and now i have nothing to say...
so bye.
oouut!
(that was stupid)