It's nearly 4am and I don't know why I always do this so late....
YOU. Do you know how much you continue to piss me off. I come home, it's 3am, I am not going out to see you, and you are not coming over, because I only see you when I have to and when you do, you won't stop trying to touch me, and I have to make you leave. It's over. And no matter what you do, nothing will make us together again, nothing. So fucking drop it and leave me alone. I hate it how you always belittle me and mock my life because I decided to graduate and you fucking dropped out in grade 10! I hate it how you undermine my intelligence just because I'm smaller than you and you give me this fucking contemptible attitude just because you think you can take advantage of me like you used to, but you neglect to remember that I left you. I don't want to hear any of your stories, I don't want to hear how much money you make and how you make fun of me for not having a job yet, I don't care, And I really don't want to hear about how you've been fucking around with my friends, I don't want to hear it, you're a dick to me and you don't even realize it, just leave me alone,...just...argh.
YOU. I'm sorry. I don't mean to be a bother and hang around when you want me to not. When I don't have a reason to be home, and there's no one there who cares if when I come home or not, I don't really want to be there, I just like spending time with you, whatever we do. When you woke up, you gave me a look, a look that said..., a look I can't explain but still made me feel sorry.
you fell asleep on me and I didn't want to move and wake you up, and I kinda didn't want to leave, I like laying with you like that, otherwise I would have left when you told me to. I like watching you sleep, but I don't think I'm going to write about that now, it'd take up the whole page. Heh, and thanks for the drool. Cute.
My back hurts, falling asleep agains't a wall while watching you sleep doesn't help.
I'm a bad leader, I never know where I'm going, how I'll get there, when I'll get back, I wander alot and I never know if those who wish to follow me, want to go where I do for a pointless wander to anyplace. Because it doesn't matter to me where I go, or where I end up, it's about who I'm with, and that they'll always be with me no matter where I go. The company is the best part of every adventure.
You discovered a very, very, very, bad, bad, evil, trick. It's bad, and evil, and very much not fair. Not fair at all...stop it...don't look at me like that...you'll only get what you want...*hides*...you're a very evil man.... *hides*
Guess what time it is now...6am. I've discovered why I'm always so slow writing these...because I think alot and get off track...and Tv distracts me.
Sigh. "It's good when you sleep"...I think I'll go do that soon...
Ask me again how I found that song. And I'll tell you why I'm magic...and a geek...but shh...mostly magic. :D
YOU. I'm sorry. I don't mean to be a bother and hang around when you want me to not. When I don't have a reason to be home, and there's no one there who cares if when I come home or not, I don't really want to be there, I just like spending time with you, whatever we do. When you woke up, you gave me a look, a look that said..., a look I can't explain but still made me feel sorry.
you fell asleep on me and I didn't want to move and wake you up, and I kinda didn't want to leave, I like laying with you like that, otherwise I would have left when you told me to. I like watching you sleep, but I don't think I'm going to write about that now, it'd take up the whole page. Heh, and thanks for the drool. Cute.
My back hurts, falling asleep agains't a wall while watching you sleep doesn't help.
I'm a bad leader, I never know where I'm going, how I'll get there, when I'll get back, I wander alot and I never know if those who wish to follow me, want to go where I do for a pointless wander to anyplace. Because it doesn't matter to me where I go, or where I end up, it's about who I'm with, and that they'll always be with me no matter where I go. The company is the best part of every adventure.
You discovered a very, very, very, bad, bad, evil, trick. It's bad, and evil, and very much not fair. Not fair at all...stop it...don't look at me like that...you'll only get what you want...*hides*...you're a very evil man.... *hides*
Guess what time it is now...6am. I've discovered why I'm always so slow writing these...because I think alot and get off track...and Tv distracts me.
Sigh. "It's good when you sleep"...I think I'll go do that soon...
Ask me again how I found that song. And I'll tell you why I'm magic...and a geek...but shh...mostly magic. :D