Miami e-team
I don't know where to begin....it was incredible. No that word doesn't even say it. It was amazing, yet strange. Felt like we didn't do much at all...yet we did everything. I stayed in my own group of friends, yet i made so many new ones, and got closer to them. We didn't have that much worship time, yet, we so did. I was crazy, yet calm. Laughing histerically, then solemn like never before. Fine, then crying, even when i was trying so hard not to, i could NOT help it. From the Lord, and from other stuff. Had attitudes in the worst way towards some people, yet extended grace towards others. Had the most fear of man, yet killed it so much by preaching the gospel. When they were leaving, i felt like balling right there, and falling on the ground, yet there was hope. Saw my friends in ways i have never EVER seen them before, and it freaked me out, yet i knew it was good, because it was the Lord. Stuff happened to me that has never happened before, i was my self, yet sometimes felt like i wasn't at all. In Worship i was so free and happy, yet crying all over the place.
Confusing? :)One thing I do know, is that God is GOOD....and i Have the most amazing friends...ugh, no words can desribe them, why do i try? I dont deserve them.....i miss them like never before, i can't even say how much or it will bring me so much grief. So i'll just say to all you on the team. I love you so much, more then ever, and more then you even love me, so don't try and tell me you love me more. I LOVE YOU.
*steph*
Confusing? :)One thing I do know, is that God is GOOD....and i Have the most amazing friends...ugh, no words can desribe them, why do i try? I dont deserve them.....i miss them like never before, i can't even say how much or it will bring me so much grief. So i'll just say to all you on the team. I love you so much, more then ever, and more then you even love me, so don't try and tell me you love me more. I LOVE YOU.
*steph*