Rawr
Well I'm fucking grumpy today. Groggy maybe? I don't know. I slept like a brick from around 1am til almost noon and woke up a mess, tangled in my sheets and head off my pillows, feeling kinda ticked off at the world. I don't know if I had dreams that put me in a bad mood; I remember dreaming but I have no idea what about. It really doesn't matter. I have to burn myself about... 4 more cd's today and then that's it until Jamie brings over his book so I can pick from that. I only think I want like 10-15 of his albums so that's not much to do today. I can pack up my little trinkets and stuff into a box, but thats gonna take 5 minutes. I'm pretty much ready to go. I don't know what my deal is... Everyone around me, regardless of which side of the equation they're on, be it college bound students or families of, are going to pieces about the looming fall semester and I'm completely emotionless about it. My parents are sad. My friends are nervous and breaking down. Their parents are having serious pings of anxiety about it. I'm just sitting in my room, doing very little of anything, waiting for Monday morning to roll around. I don't even know if it's just that I'm not upset to be leaving. I'm not sure I'm excited to be going either. I think I've hit this disgustingly vague point of indifference where I could give a shit less where I am. I mean, I want the education that I'm going to get at New Paltz, but I could care less, really, about the dorm and meeting people and everything. Everyone's worrying about decorations, supplies, etc. I just don't care. I hope it's just this morning and me waking up on the wrong side of the bed, but indifference to this degree is somewhat scary.