I know more about death than I know about myself

Mar 14, 2005 20:27

wow I just got back from rehearsals and Michelle is seriously on crack, but oh well I'm on pcp. Yeah Mrs.O used us as guinea pigs today for a future english poetry project/task/assignment. I missed the first one and the second one was write down as many tangible objects as you can that you think of when you hear a certain word. The first word was love. I wrote like three things. The second one was death, i wrote almost 10 things, and for self I thought of the man on the bathroom sign. I have no idea why. For the word soul i got ghosts, white light, hands, and forest. I don't know about the forest or hands, though. I'll post it at the end. So I missed about half of school today because I had doc appoitment and I got blood drawn. I missed most of 5th period because my mom took me to red lobster for lunch. It was delicious. I'm getting hungry again, too bad. WE finished Frankenstein in Twitch today, thank god. And I think that I was really tired when I hit sixth period. I just didn't want to think. And I found out today that I have to be off book for the play by wednesday, if we get to act three. I'm kinda excited guys. even though I don't know a lot of my lines I can spit out a bulk of easy to remember lines, like yes and huh?!. Psyched. I payed morgan my 10 dollas so that I wouldn't forget later. and payday is wednesday. It'll be the worlds 2nd smallest paycheck, right down there with ash's $4 check. I hope they don't take out the healthcare ish again, it is pretty much the worst job ever. I'm looking for a new one. I'm gonna try and hold out until may, hit my one year aniversary and quit after summer. Way too much bs. I forgot an awesomeish song i wrote the other day, guess it wasn't that awesome huh? I learned another violent femmes song today: ugly. it's a very fun song to play. I definitely need some more lj friends, I feel lonely, no one posts on my entries... aw well. And I found out today someone i didn't expect friended me today, I wish they wouldn't have. But what can ya do? SO i'm gonna go, I dunno eat some brownie and probably go to sleep early, play some gameboy. Old school final fantasy. Seacrest Out.

P.s. this is that poem I was talkin' about. It sucks but i know it.

The grim reaper brings ghosts, hearts lost and the grass grows long. These black clothes aren't the warm blankets I remember. these hugs are cold like the road kill destroyed by human hands. the gravestones keep playing the organs on the brightly lit white forest.
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