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just sitting here in the computer lab, another rainy day.
listening to marilyn manson. Im in one of my dark moods today. actually im always in a darkmood when i update this journal. yesterday something reminded me of all the horrible shit i useed to do to myself and i was afraid of going back to that but i think i can stop that. i think i discovered the source of my depression and its right in the room with me now. maybe its not that. who knows. well...i gotta go
bye now.
listening to marilyn manson. Im in one of my dark moods today. actually im always in a darkmood when i update this journal. yesterday something reminded me of all the horrible shit i useed to do to myself and i was afraid of going back to that but i think i can stop that. i think i discovered the source of my depression and its right in the room with me now. maybe its not that. who knows. well...i gotta go
bye now.