tl;dr mon sucks.
I have no clue how to HTML lj cut using my iTouch so I'll just keep it as short as I can.
This week has honestly been hell week for me. Mom decided to go back on the bottle Saturday and hasn't been off it since. Dad out of town until Friday... I'm being chipped at bit by bit.
But worst of all. It's made me realize how much of a shitty friend I've been. I haven't been paying attention to you guys at all. Aeria, Liz, Zie, Lexi, Ark, Corvus, and whoever els I've missed... I pride myself on being a good friend, but at the same time I feel too isolated by you guys. Whether through missed timing or seemed ignoring or not wanting to say what's been going on. I'm sorry I've been a bad friend with keeping up with you guys.
But.... I want you to be honest, guys. I think of every one of you I know as friends, despite anything we may have been through. Do you consider me your friend too? Please reply to this. I need to know if it's my fault for these isolated feelings.
tl;dr mon's an emotional faggot who just wants hugs love and to be normal, reply asap.
This week has honestly been hell week for me. Mom decided to go back on the bottle Saturday and hasn't been off it since. Dad out of town until Friday... I'm being chipped at bit by bit.
But worst of all. It's made me realize how much of a shitty friend I've been. I haven't been paying attention to you guys at all. Aeria, Liz, Zie, Lexi, Ark, Corvus, and whoever els I've missed... I pride myself on being a good friend, but at the same time I feel too isolated by you guys. Whether through missed timing or seemed ignoring or not wanting to say what's been going on. I'm sorry I've been a bad friend with keeping up with you guys.
But.... I want you to be honest, guys. I think of every one of you I know as friends, despite anything we may have been through. Do you consider me your friend too? Please reply to this. I need to know if it's my fault for these isolated feelings.
tl;dr mon's an emotional faggot who just wants hugs love and to be normal, reply asap.