what if they drink to escape the dissapointment of their oldest son?
im becoming bitter and quickly loosing trust in most humans. this really isnt the direction i wanted to go in life.
if part of growing up is loosing your youthful idealism, and submitting to the inefficient social structure, than my whole personality would have to change for me to be "fully grown". this is something ive never wanted. instead, i want to stay the studded belt wearing karl marx quotting teenager i was after only a year or so of embracing punk rock.
but right now, i feel completely brought down by society. the struggles ive faced have put me in a situation where money has burdened friendships. capitalism at its most insidious moment.
and there is a bitter taste of distrust in my mouth.... with after effects left only by females.
none of this is what i ever wanted.
if part of growing up is loosing your youthful idealism, and submitting to the inefficient social structure, than my whole personality would have to change for me to be "fully grown". this is something ive never wanted. instead, i want to stay the studded belt wearing karl marx quotting teenager i was after only a year or so of embracing punk rock.
but right now, i feel completely brought down by society. the struggles ive faced have put me in a situation where money has burdened friendships. capitalism at its most insidious moment.
and there is a bitter taste of distrust in my mouth.... with after effects left only by females.
none of this is what i ever wanted.