...guuuuh?
I hate this. It just sneaks up on me and attacks. I just look at all my stories and come really really really close to deleting them all because I come to the realization that they all suck! What the hell was I thinking when I wrote that crap. And the new stories, the ones that either haven't been posted and certainly won't be now, or the in progress ones... guh. They all suck. So horrible. I can't do anything write. I have no new ideas, I've got nothing.
This isn't writer's block, it's life block. I have nothing. What the fuzzy. I look at everything and I'm so disgusted at it that I have no desire to work on anything in progress, and there's no new ideas. I just stare at an empty screen and come up with... nothing. If I try to write, it comes out as total crap.
Usually when it gets like this, I can fall back on rping, but... I've got one really good one that I do daily that's really good, and two that are really good that happen...rarely... that's it. There are fandoms I am dying to play in, that either no one I know likes, or is willing to play, or.. whatever, it just doesn't matter, I should just write them as freaking stories, but who I am kidding, that's not happening! That's not happening, ever! Why people would ever want to rp with me is beyond my comprehension.
This is too deep to even describe with words.
This isn't writer's block, it's life block. I have nothing. What the fuzzy. I look at everything and I'm so disgusted at it that I have no desire to work on anything in progress, and there's no new ideas. I just stare at an empty screen and come up with... nothing. If I try to write, it comes out as total crap.
Usually when it gets like this, I can fall back on rping, but... I've got one really good one that I do daily that's really good, and two that are really good that happen...rarely... that's it. There are fandoms I am dying to play in, that either no one I know likes, or is willing to play, or.. whatever, it just doesn't matter, I should just write them as freaking stories, but who I am kidding, that's not happening! That's not happening, ever! Why people would ever want to rp with me is beyond my comprehension.
This is too deep to even describe with words.