Late night update
So I may not be accessable much after wednesday, it depends what the pain meds are like, though hopefully I won't have too much pain after the minor surgery etc...which is..wednesday. And as promised, I'm already getting nervous about it. Like I ranted/said before, not so much about the proceedure, but the drugs. Not looking forward to the freaking sleeping pill. I hate being dopey. I hate when my parents make a big deal about it too...like "oh, poor dear..." and all that. I don't want a big deal about it... But I really shouldn't get into it again, I had just about gotten myself calmed down from earlier when I was talking about it.
Anyway, I have a story in the works, it was supposed to take only a day to finish, but um.. appearntly that didn't happen. Hopefully I'll get it done before then. Oh, after wednesday (this is what I was going to say before, I lost my train of thought), I'm going to the beach with my friend and her mom that weekend. I really should be fine, it's not a major surgery or anything, clearly, but I think it'll be good to get away.
I still have to call the old folks home tomorrow and find out what's going on with them, since I've been waiting for over a week despite that they told me they were going to get into contact with me. I wrote my social security number very. clearly. this time so they wouldn't mess up, so um...that won't be happening again. Ugh *headdesk* school starts way too soon...already stressing about that because my schedual, once again, is evil, and has evil long breaks in the college that's in the middle of nowhere that I hate. Basically, unless I do a lot of running around, I have to take the 5 o'clock bus for a class that lets out at 3:30. Because there's no 4 o'clock bus. Meeeeeeh. I hate school. I really hate it.
What else... kind of feeling meh again about my writing and all... there's a lot of stuff I want to get done.. and summer is going away way too quickly, so I don't know what it'll be like when school starts, if I'll have a job or what.
When
jumping_bean was here, we had a lot of fun. I miss that now actually, a lot. Now that my parents are back, it's just..I don't know, it's ugh. It was like actually being an adult and doing fun stuff by myself, without parents looking over my shoulder all the time. I'm 20 years old, they treat me like I'm 10 most of the time, to the point of still talking in third person and refering to themselves as "Mommy and Daddy". I think I outgrew that a LONG TIME AGO.
polkadotsnplaid and I had fun too. Jakarta was pretty entertaining, I haven't laughed that hard at making fun of a movie in awhile.
But..I think bed is in order before I start thinking about the bad again.
Anyway, I have a story in the works, it was supposed to take only a day to finish, but um.. appearntly that didn't happen. Hopefully I'll get it done before then. Oh, after wednesday (this is what I was going to say before, I lost my train of thought), I'm going to the beach with my friend and her mom that weekend. I really should be fine, it's not a major surgery or anything, clearly, but I think it'll be good to get away.
I still have to call the old folks home tomorrow and find out what's going on with them, since I've been waiting for over a week despite that they told me they were going to get into contact with me. I wrote my social security number very. clearly. this time so they wouldn't mess up, so um...that won't be happening again. Ugh *headdesk* school starts way too soon...already stressing about that because my schedual, once again, is evil, and has evil long breaks in the college that's in the middle of nowhere that I hate. Basically, unless I do a lot of running around, I have to take the 5 o'clock bus for a class that lets out at 3:30. Because there's no 4 o'clock bus. Meeeeeeh. I hate school. I really hate it.
What else... kind of feeling meh again about my writing and all... there's a lot of stuff I want to get done.. and summer is going away way too quickly, so I don't know what it'll be like when school starts, if I'll have a job or what.
When
jumping_bean was here, we had a lot of fun. I miss that now actually, a lot. Now that my parents are back, it's just..I don't know, it's ugh. It was like actually being an adult and doing fun stuff by myself, without parents looking over my shoulder all the time. I'm 20 years old, they treat me like I'm 10 most of the time, to the point of still talking in third person and refering to themselves as "Mommy and Daddy". I think I outgrew that a LONG TIME AGO.
polkadotsnplaid and I had fun too. Jakarta was pretty entertaining, I haven't laughed that hard at making fun of a movie in awhile.
But..I think bed is in order before I start thinking about the bad again.