Jun 20, 2005 22:50
We shoved over 300 wet and upset kids and counselors in the caretaker's basement at camp today for 2 hours. Worst afternoon ever. This past week has left me beyond drained. I'm going to bed at 7 tonight to rejuvenate.
This is the first mad school girl crush I've had on a boy in at least a year. It feels good, I was beginning to get worried that I was incapable of becoming this attracted to someone again.
EDIT:
I haven't gone to bed yet but that's OK because we spent all night baking cookies, playing LIFE, and watching In Good Company. Perfect way to spend the night.
P.S.
My heart skipped a beat when I came home today and my mom went 'Guess who got a puppy'. I don't know why I let myself believe even for a split second that it could have possibly been us. This still hurts just as hard.