(sorry, its 3:30 in the morning and im not tired)
so things are pretty good. we are happy with our cats in brooklyn and i've been juggling being busy and watching netflix and sleeping late pretty decently considering the cold makes doing things an uphill battle.
even my stupid extra job at the clothing store in williamsburg is ok even though they cut hours. the owner told me today about how much he likes how hard i work. its nice working places that i get affirmations and pats on the back when due, unlike (i think) every other job i've ever had. i also feel that way about my relationship. CJ makes sure to let me know when i'm doing really good and also gives me honest opinions on when i'm not. I am sure I can use her as an example in an argument that age is relative and that life experience is the only influence on a person's level of maturity and overall character.
There is a lot to be done though before spring. i have a lot to do with Carmen and the Vienna 60 project. we are almost done with preparations for the bar in Asbury park and i'm hoping NYC is soon to follow. I have been DJing a lot but i need to figure out new ways to promote and also to form more solid friendships in brooklyn and manhattan. mostly though, i am concerned about CJ, and what i can do to make her happy. our relationship is great. But there's a lot of other things in the way. I talk to her therapist sometimes and we both agree all i can do is encourage her to do things for herself. there's got to be something else though, i just wish it was something I, myself, can do.
but all in all i think i am getting closer to everything i've dreamed of. i've made my own dreams come true before, i think i can do it again. wish me luck.
even my stupid extra job at the clothing store in williamsburg is ok even though they cut hours. the owner told me today about how much he likes how hard i work. its nice working places that i get affirmations and pats on the back when due, unlike (i think) every other job i've ever had. i also feel that way about my relationship. CJ makes sure to let me know when i'm doing really good and also gives me honest opinions on when i'm not. I am sure I can use her as an example in an argument that age is relative and that life experience is the only influence on a person's level of maturity and overall character.
There is a lot to be done though before spring. i have a lot to do with Carmen and the Vienna 60 project. we are almost done with preparations for the bar in Asbury park and i'm hoping NYC is soon to follow. I have been DJing a lot but i need to figure out new ways to promote and also to form more solid friendships in brooklyn and manhattan. mostly though, i am concerned about CJ, and what i can do to make her happy. our relationship is great. But there's a lot of other things in the way. I talk to her therapist sometimes and we both agree all i can do is encourage her to do things for herself. there's got to be something else though, i just wish it was something I, myself, can do.
but all in all i think i am getting closer to everything i've dreamed of. i've made my own dreams come true before, i think i can do it again. wish me luck.