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I was tagged for this a few days ago by
doctorsdiva but forgot about it. Not all of this will make sense if you haven’t read a little about my health (my first post should contain the basics). Feel free to think I’m mad, but you should have known that when you added me anyway!
Any questions leave a comment or pm me
1: I thought this would be easy till I started writing these down - but apparently not.
2: I have a large variety of interests, from reading, writing, cross stitch, role play games, horse simulations, basking in other people’s happiness in the hope that some will run off, and lazing around eating chocolate. No pries for guessing which one is my favourite!
3: I constantly write in my head, or sometimes direct scenes. I have entire novels packed out in my head, but I rarely seem to get much of it down on paper. Usually when I get ready to write I end up looking at the blinking cursor on a blank page.
4: A lot of my plot ideas come from very unusual dreams. They are often in full surround sound, and go from epic battles to strange family things to many forms of nightmares. Good for ideas, but I usually wake up as tired as when I went to bed!
5: Sometimes I am too much like Tosh for my own good. I’ll work myself sick at times, then spend up to a month on a “do nothing” binge. That part can be good fun, but usually not very productive.
6: When I was about 8 we lived in the Berkshire countryside. There was a pheasant that started appearing in the mornings, so my mother and I tried to train it. We left out bread trails till we could hand feed it and it’s partner named Henny and Cocky (how imaginative I know!). eventually Henny would come into he house, and was even able to poo on the mat in front of the toilet.
7: I was always the tallest in my year at school, when I was 11 most of the other kids only came up to my shoulders. That used to drive me mad - till suddenly I was the shortest kid because I was in a wheelchair. I’m not sure which is more annoying!
8: I don’t know why, but as far back as I can remember I’ve been convinced that I have a brother 2 years older than me. My parents have told me I’m an only child, but it’s always seemed so certain. I have strong memories of spending time with a boy when I was a toddler, he seemed to sleep at our place a lot, and I rarely had friends over then, so I don’t know why else he would have been there. Maybe I need a shrink, or maybe there is something more. Who knows?
9: I have a very unusual relationship with my mother. She often tells me about past boyfriends in great detail (she’s forbidden to discuss my father’s sexual activities - yuk!), as well as what she’d like to do to people.
10: Part of what fuels my mothers discussions is my 2 friends who are in a commitment. They say I’ve had the wrong education, so they’re going to give me a homosexual one t make up for it! Crazy men, but I love them… and between them and slash fanfic I think they’ve done a good job
11: Looking at my health I expect my first date to me around 35. I can just imagine the conversation:
Him: so, how many men have you been with
Me: um, I kissed one when I was 12, does that count?
Him: eh, not exactly!
Me: oh, then none
Him: maybe you should audition for the female role of the 40 year old virgin instead!
(man runs off)
12: The psychologists and other medical quacks can never understand it, but I am a teenager who does not obsess over her appearance. I have spots, I’m overweight, my hair doesn’t look good - who cares?
13: As is illustrated above all stereotypes drive me up the wall. I’m not a yob with ASBOs who wants to get in trouble, I don’t play loud music, I’m not plastered in makeup and I enjoy learning
14: I have some days where I don’t do anything, just laze around. It’s actually overrated, and I’d prefer to be busy - just my body doesn’t always agree.
15: I’m always looking for more friends for company online, but tend to be too shy to ask outright. That’s a trait I really kick myself for. *looks to gods for help* id there’s anyone out there with similar interests, feel free to send them my way. Friends are what keep me form being suicidally depressed in my health situation.
i really wonder how some of you seem to have so many friends and followers who post on your journal. *pouts* I am not pouting because i don't POUT!
16: when things are driving me mad and I can’t hold them in any longer I tend to go into a chat room or games room on a site like pogo. I’ll get talking with someone, then let all my troubles pour out onto the screen at them. They usually think I’m crazy and block me form contacting them, but it frees me up for a little while. Not the most effective method I know, but it saves me from making you all think I’m mad.
*looks up* I um, tend to ramble at times!
I'm not tagging anyone, but if you haven't done it make me happy and do so! Now I'll post this before I lose the nerve
doctorsdiva but forgot about it. Not all of this will make sense if you haven’t read a little about my health (my first post should contain the basics). Feel free to think I’m mad, but you should have known that when you added me anyway!
Any questions leave a comment or pm me
1: I thought this would be easy till I started writing these down - but apparently not.
2: I have a large variety of interests, from reading, writing, cross stitch, role play games, horse simulations, basking in other people’s happiness in the hope that some will run off, and lazing around eating chocolate. No pries for guessing which one is my favourite!
3: I constantly write in my head, or sometimes direct scenes. I have entire novels packed out in my head, but I rarely seem to get much of it down on paper. Usually when I get ready to write I end up looking at the blinking cursor on a blank page.
4: A lot of my plot ideas come from very unusual dreams. They are often in full surround sound, and go from epic battles to strange family things to many forms of nightmares. Good for ideas, but I usually wake up as tired as when I went to bed!
5: Sometimes I am too much like Tosh for my own good. I’ll work myself sick at times, then spend up to a month on a “do nothing” binge. That part can be good fun, but usually not very productive.
6: When I was about 8 we lived in the Berkshire countryside. There was a pheasant that started appearing in the mornings, so my mother and I tried to train it. We left out bread trails till we could hand feed it and it’s partner named Henny and Cocky (how imaginative I know!). eventually Henny would come into he house, and was even able to poo on the mat in front of the toilet.
7: I was always the tallest in my year at school, when I was 11 most of the other kids only came up to my shoulders. That used to drive me mad - till suddenly I was the shortest kid because I was in a wheelchair. I’m not sure which is more annoying!
8: I don’t know why, but as far back as I can remember I’ve been convinced that I have a brother 2 years older than me. My parents have told me I’m an only child, but it’s always seemed so certain. I have strong memories of spending time with a boy when I was a toddler, he seemed to sleep at our place a lot, and I rarely had friends over then, so I don’t know why else he would have been there. Maybe I need a shrink, or maybe there is something more. Who knows?
9: I have a very unusual relationship with my mother. She often tells me about past boyfriends in great detail (she’s forbidden to discuss my father’s sexual activities - yuk!), as well as what she’d like to do to people.
10: Part of what fuels my mothers discussions is my 2 friends who are in a commitment. They say I’ve had the wrong education, so they’re going to give me a homosexual one t make up for it! Crazy men, but I love them… and between them and slash fanfic I think they’ve done a good job
11: Looking at my health I expect my first date to me around 35. I can just imagine the conversation:
Him: so, how many men have you been with
Me: um, I kissed one when I was 12, does that count?
Him: eh, not exactly!
Me: oh, then none
Him: maybe you should audition for the female role of the 40 year old virgin instead!
(man runs off)
12: The psychologists and other medical quacks can never understand it, but I am a teenager who does not obsess over her appearance. I have spots, I’m overweight, my hair doesn’t look good - who cares?
13: As is illustrated above all stereotypes drive me up the wall. I’m not a yob with ASBOs who wants to get in trouble, I don’t play loud music, I’m not plastered in makeup and I enjoy learning
14: I have some days where I don’t do anything, just laze around. It’s actually overrated, and I’d prefer to be busy - just my body doesn’t always agree.
15: I’m always looking for more friends for company online, but tend to be too shy to ask outright. That’s a trait I really kick myself for. *looks to gods for help* id there’s anyone out there with similar interests, feel free to send them my way. Friends are what keep me form being suicidally depressed in my health situation.
i really wonder how some of you seem to have so many friends and followers who post on your journal. *pouts* I am not pouting because i don't POUT!
16: when things are driving me mad and I can’t hold them in any longer I tend to go into a chat room or games room on a site like pogo. I’ll get talking with someone, then let all my troubles pour out onto the screen at them. They usually think I’m crazy and block me form contacting them, but it frees me up for a little while. Not the most effective method I know, but it saves me from making you all think I’m mad.
*looks up* I um, tend to ramble at times!
I'm not tagging anyone, but if you haven't done it make me happy and do so! Now I'll post this before I lose the nerve