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It's been a while since I last updated, I guess you could say a lot has happened. I was asked to move out of my brother's house because his wife has some kind of problem with my that she didn't make aware to me only to him. I still have no idea what I did. So I'm left feeling like a bad person. Well the night that he told me that I went to Kelly's house, On the way I stopped and got a pack of cigarettes. I hadn't smoked in about a week before then but I did any way... I've smoked about a pack a day ever since, yeah very bad! The 2 and a half weeks that went by from that day until the day I left was pretty much a blur. Quiting the job that I loved the most out of all my jobs was so hard, very tearful it was really depressing. I miss my boys too... It weird how close i got to all of them so fast... I am hoping to go back in the fall, if I do I have a foot in the door for an internship at six flags for marketing which would be really sweet! I really can't wait to get back! Don't get me wrong, It's great to be back but I feel really out of place, so much time has gone by and I'm so out of the loop. I don't know anymore. I tired of whining! I got a lot of other sh*t in my head right now. I gotta think a lot... I got to go...