The Untouchables is on TV...

May 06, 2007 14:42

I don't have anything exciting to post about, I'm just sick of looking at my last entry everytime that I open this page. I'm not embarrassed or ashamed of the things I said in there, and I still mean them I suppose. I just don't want it to be the first thing that people read on here. yep.

I don't know. I no longer want to be with Molly, I guess I've been disappointed or let down sufficiently by her to not want to be back with her. Example, we've had plans like four times to watch LOST, and something always comes up - work, school, phone breaks, and she can't get back into her house to IM me cause her keys won't work. Yeah, seriously... point is - I've stopped holding my breath. I mean, maybe someday something will happen. I'm not saying that because I'm expecting or hoping it will... and Frankly, working through my trust issues with her would be quite a task in itself. I only leave it as a possibility because I'm a reasonable person and don't rule anything out. Of course, if I had more faith in my instincts and first impressions, I would have never even considered dating Molly to begin with... so, really I don't know. Whatever.

Life, as it always has, goes on. And for me, it has done so slowly and sometimes painfully... but never the less - we trudge forward. I have been hanging out with Brad alot more in the past few months, its going to suck when he moves away. Most of my friends are moving away. LAME ASS!!! This summer has the potential to suck, but I will try and make the most of it. I am going to Mexico with my family for 8 days in June, and hopefully camping a few times over the summer. Yes.

I haven't been able to write for school... I mean, somethings yes. Others just will not happen. No matter what I try I haven't been able to write this one paper for my History Seminar class. Tonight I will write it... I'm not sure how, but I'm not giving myself the option of not doing it. It is going to suck royally. I'm sure of it.

Balls, back to work at Sears now... Hooray commerce.
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