Mar 12, 2012 19:03
So, here's the last six weeks in a nutshell:
- why don't I have more customers
- why aren't there more jobs
- why didn't that place call me back. Again.
- the cat's too thin let's take her to the vet. Oh, she has hyperthyroidism.
- the cat got a respiratory infection from the vet. Spoonfeeding baby food for a week.
- yay customers hurry up and get the fuck back to me
- yay commissions
- wtf UPS you suck
- still not done with commissions. Yet again bankrolled by mom. I feel like a failure in life.
- fuck shit fuck snow fuck ran into a curb
- $1200 in car repairs
- what do you mean the cat now has heart failure from the hyperthyroidism?
Today has been a shit day, it's been a shit week and a shit month. I try to be happy with the little things but it's so damn hard.
Also I really am not impressed with Arda wigs. We'll see if that changes after dyeing finishes and styling can begin.
Zoro may or may not be ready for Detour. I could wear Ace incomplete (just missing log pose and knife, I can finish the boot covers and belt in time). I looked at the programming schedule and I'm pretty sure this con is going to suck and I'm going to hate being there, but I need to advertise and do market research. I really do. And shop for commissions at SR Harris. That's kind of necessary right now, so we can't back out on the trip.
detour,
this is my life,
fml,
zoro