And All You Touch And All You See, Is All Your Life Will Ever Be..
Hello.
Long you live and high you fly
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be.
Hmm, this vacation has gone by really quick, and I feel like I really have not had much time to accomplish anything. Atleast tomorrow will be somewhat productive. I am going to wake up early and go to Dave's. Then we are going to check out Planet Fitness in East Haven and Gold's Gym in North Haven. I haven't decided whether or not I want to drive on the highway, so I will go my way to North Haven. Then we will go get lunch somewhere and go back to my house.
Today was good. I lounged around and watched season 7 of America's Next Top Model. I absolutely hate how addicting that show is. Then I went to the car wash in Wallingford. It did a pretty good job, with the exception of the bumper..which still had dirt and it chipped some more of the paint off. We used the vacuum and sucked all the dirt out of the car. I love when I car is clean. It looks so much better. Then I went to Wal*Mart to get shampoo/conditioner and a really pretty dark purple nail polish. My Dad came with me. We played a fun game of hide from a woman that I was on bad terms with the last time I spoke with her. It was amusing. We are going straight to hell for that lol.
I came home and ordered pizza from work before I went to Branford to go to Biskick's. It took awhile to ge the pizza so I talked to Joey and Sandella. I got my pizza, and they threw a free medium pizza that they had messed up on with it for $3. Thats a good price lol.
Biskick and I had a good night. We ate our pizza and went to Kohls and Dots. I got a green long sleeve shirt that I had been looking at for a long time on clearance for $10 and a pretty pink, purple, and gold braclet for $2.50. I'm a good bargain shopper. Then we went to the grocery store and bought chips, and sour cream, and energy drinks. Rock Stars are really good, but not the same as my Monsters. They do have a hell of alot of caffiene though. We were very giggly over everything on Law and Order: SVU when we got back to her house. We made a Pac Man and Ms. Pac Man out of orange peels and took pictures lol. We had fun. I will put up the pictures tomorrow :)
I'm excited to go see DOPE at the Webster on Monday with Dave, Amanda, and Anderson. I hope that the weather is ok to drive in.
FAVORITES:
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[What you most like to do on a Sunday] Sleep, and maybe going out and being somewhat productive
[A monument you would like to view from your bedroom] I like the NYC sky line, does that count?
[A taste that makes you melt] Coffee, it makes me feel warm and fuzzy. and chocolate
[A hobby that occupies your time] Sleeping :)
[The film you could watch over and over] Interview with a Vampire and RENT
[Your motto] Honesty
FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR:
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[Your approximate annual income] Ummm *checks W2 forms* I make over $100 a week. There.
[Something important on your computer desk] ....computer?
[What you would keep in a safe, if you had one] important possesions.
[Things you like to buy] clothes and food
[If you could afford it at this moment, you would buy] ...MP3 player
[You collect] candles
[Your strangest possession] I think that it would have to be that little pink heart with arms and legs that Biskick gave me to put in my car.
[Your most expensive possession] That prom dress of mine.
[Your prized possession] Linde's guitar pick :)
[If your house was burning and you only had time to rescue 3 things, they would be] My pets, photos, teddy bear.
MORALS:
-----------
[Something forbidden you have done that might even surprise your closest friends] ....hmmm.
[The appropriate age for having sex] Thats a personally choice, whenever you feel mature enough to make the choice.
[The first time you had sex, you were how old] virgin
[Your most recent lie] I'm not sure, I don't do it often
[A lie you tell yourself] People are all good
[A drug or alcoholic beverage you take on a regular basis] does caffiene count?
[If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to] caffiene
[What would your reaction be if your spouse or partner cheated on you] Betrayal. Hurt....then anger
[A time you purposely hurt someone emotionally] Don't wanna talk about it. I just wasn't happy anymore.
FAMILY:
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[Which of your parents do you strongly resemble] Mom's body type, mostly Dad's personality
[If you didn't know your parents, you would choose which two famous people to take their place] I don't know
[Something your parents did that you have never forgiven] They have been good to me. Probably not believeing me about my grades and not letting me go to that race last year.
[A trait you do not share with your siblings] ..height, and moody
[Your least favorite relative] I like my relatives.
FRIENDS:
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[Four traits you look for in a friend] Honesty, loyal, a good talker, funny
[The friend you have known for the longest time] Erin
[The friend you miss the most] Drew
[A friend who makes you laugh] All of them
[A friend who you can tell anything] Biskick and Amanda
[A friend you can go to for advice] same answer
[A friend you can flirt with] same answer again
[A friend you should not flirt with as much as you do] ????
[A friend you should not have kissed] No friends, just Dave, and Biskick, and Amanda :)
[A friend you may lose soon] None I hope
[An acquaintance you would like to make a friend] Joey
[A friend who has betrayed you] former friends a long time ago
[A friend to whom you have something important to say, but have not yet had the courage] .......
EGO:
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[Your 3 best qualities] I dunno
[Your 3 worst qualities] I'm too quiet, don't voice emotions, Too easily taken advantage of
[3 words that describe how others view you] again, I dunno
[3 words you would use to describe yourself] Quiet, calm, emotional
[A special compliment that made you blush] "you are one of the best looking girls I know, and I'm not even straight!"
[An insult that made you burn] There have been some that made me mad that I laughed at.
[The animal that best describes you] Kitty!!
[The greatest amount of physical pain you ever endured] Cramps!!
[Your best physical feature] hair
[At your best, you are most like this famous person] ummm
[At your worst, you are most like this famous person] ummm
[Your most recent selfless act] I don't know
TOP THREE:
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[3 inventions you consider to be ingenius] computer, automobile, mp3 players
[Your 3 favorite childhood toys or games] Barbies, fake food, stuffed animals
[3 words you often use when speaking] quite, kitty, fuck
[3 sounds that disturb you] forks on ceramic plates, snoring, people chewing with their mouth open
[3 lessons you have learned the hard way] People are not always good, you don't know what you had until its gone, don't grow up too fast.
[3 things you would never do] there is quite a few
[3 things you would not allow your children to do] go to driving school :)
[3 things you have done in your life that you regret] haha, too many
WISHES:
-----------
[Your dream] success
[If you had the talent or the opportunity, you would] backpack through Europe
[Something you wish you could learn at the snap of your fingers] read minds
[Something you wish you could change about your life] I like my life. Probably stop some habits of a certain someone
[You want to retire at this age] 65 sounds good
[How do you plan to spend that last years of your life] peaceful
[How would you like to spend the last few minutes of your life] with the one I love
[At your funeral, you want people to remember you as] loyal
[Something you dreamed that later happened or turned out to be true] my relationship turning out to last this long and be as wonderful as it is
EMOTIONS:
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[The emotion you tend to hide the most] hurt
[The emotion you seem to experience the most]
[A moment you achieved absolute happiness] That night on the boat looking at the NYC skyline with Dave.
[You would feel envious right now if] someone managed to take something important away from me
[A piece of music that makes you sentimental] Boston "Peace of Mind"
[When you are happy, you need] Love
[When you are sad, you need] comfort
[When you are nostalgic, you need] music
[When you are angry, you need] space
[When you are lonely, you need] to cuddle
[When you are in love, you need] someone who loves me
[You would jump up and down with joy if someone told you] I'm going to get into a good school
[The last time you cried uncontrollably was when] my grandfather died
[A moment in your life when your emotions froze and you felt absolutely nothing] heh, when I caught him. I felt completely numb
[You get angry with yourself when you] Don't stand up for what I believe in
MEMORIES:
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[Your earliest memory] nursery school
[Describe your first paying job] Slice Pizza, my current job
[You are haunted by the memory of] early sophmore year
[A person who was exceptionally kind to you] Biskicko
[A person who made you miserable for a long time] a few
[A smell that reminds you of your childhood] my grandparents house in Mass.
[A routine you remember from your childhood] getting ready to go to Florida early in the morning
FEARS:
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[Your greatest fear] losing love
[A crime or natural disaster you were a victim of] nothing
[A sickness or disease you fear] Throwing up
[A reason for which you would seriously contemplate suicide]not sure
[When people first meet you, you are afraid they will think] That I'm easily taken advantage of
[Your greatest fear about aging] not being able to experience everything I wanted to
[Your greatest fear about marriage] divorce
[Your greatest fear about having children] not being a good mother
[A plan or project you worry may fail] college
[Something on your mind you are afraid to share] not telling you
CAT AND MOUSE:
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[When you really want to get to know someone, you say or ask] beat around the bush lol.
[The largest age difference you have had in a relationship] 9 months
[Who was younger] Them
[Something someone said or did that you found extremely attractive] haha, not telling
[Something someone said or did that you found frighteningly unattractive] ick
[A saying you've heard about men or women that you believe is true] men talk out of their dicks :)
[A physical trait you find attractive] long hair
[An intellectual ability you find attractive] Smart.
[A personality trait you find attractive] honesty
[You are irritated when people ask you] when I am going to cut off my hair and donate it
[You love it when people ask you] if my hair color is real
[Your secret passion] classical music,
[Your longest grudge] Still going on
[A type of person you don't seem to get along with] uptight
[You and your spouse or partner argue about this issue often] My opinions of certain things
[What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship] confidence
[What you dislike most about having a committed relationship] jealousy
SEXUALITY:
---------------
[Your sexiest feature] .....ask Dave
[A place where you've always wanted to make love] woods
[A wonderful place where you have made love] Nowhere.
[A strange place where you have made love] Nowhere.
[A special place on your body that, when kissed or touched, feels unbelievably good] shoulder blade
[An unfulfilled fantasy] candles
[A fulfilled fantasy] ...
[A fragrance that reminds you of someone with whom you have been intimate] Touch axe spray
[The most perverted situation you have ever been in] no comment
[The approximate number of sexual partners you have had] 0
[The largest age difference between you and a sexual partner] virgin
[Who was younger] it will be him at this rate
[The first time you achieved orgasm] Hahaha
[You feel most attractive when] complements
[The book, song, or movie title that best describes your sexuality] hmmm
[Sex is] personal and intimate
IF:
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[If you could change one law] gay marriage would be legal in every state
[If you could erase one memory] that one year
[If you could bring one person back from the dead] my grandparents
[If you could start all over] I would change alot
HERE AND NOW:
-----------------------
[Your current philosophy] one day at a time
[Something you learned this week] black ice is dangerous. Gas is expensive
[Your most important goal right now] getting into a good school
[The best word to describe your love life] lovely
[The best word to describe your job] Fun
[Your biggest obstacle right now] grades
[The most important thing in life] To be happy
[The last person you said "I love you' to] Dave, a few hours ago
[A piece of wisdom you would pass on to a child] always be honest
Farewell loves...
Long you live and high you fly
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be.
Hmm, this vacation has gone by really quick, and I feel like I really have not had much time to accomplish anything. Atleast tomorrow will be somewhat productive. I am going to wake up early and go to Dave's. Then we are going to check out Planet Fitness in East Haven and Gold's Gym in North Haven. I haven't decided whether or not I want to drive on the highway, so I will go my way to North Haven. Then we will go get lunch somewhere and go back to my house.
Today was good. I lounged around and watched season 7 of America's Next Top Model. I absolutely hate how addicting that show is. Then I went to the car wash in Wallingford. It did a pretty good job, with the exception of the bumper..which still had dirt and it chipped some more of the paint off. We used the vacuum and sucked all the dirt out of the car. I love when I car is clean. It looks so much better. Then I went to Wal*Mart to get shampoo/conditioner and a really pretty dark purple nail polish. My Dad came with me. We played a fun game of hide from a woman that I was on bad terms with the last time I spoke with her. It was amusing. We are going straight to hell for that lol.
I came home and ordered pizza from work before I went to Branford to go to Biskick's. It took awhile to ge the pizza so I talked to Joey and Sandella. I got my pizza, and they threw a free medium pizza that they had messed up on with it for $3. Thats a good price lol.
Biskick and I had a good night. We ate our pizza and went to Kohls and Dots. I got a green long sleeve shirt that I had been looking at for a long time on clearance for $10 and a pretty pink, purple, and gold braclet for $2.50. I'm a good bargain shopper. Then we went to the grocery store and bought chips, and sour cream, and energy drinks. Rock Stars are really good, but not the same as my Monsters. They do have a hell of alot of caffiene though. We were very giggly over everything on Law and Order: SVU when we got back to her house. We made a Pac Man and Ms. Pac Man out of orange peels and took pictures lol. We had fun. I will put up the pictures tomorrow :)
I'm excited to go see DOPE at the Webster on Monday with Dave, Amanda, and Anderson. I hope that the weather is ok to drive in.
FAVORITES:
-----------------
[What you most like to do on a Sunday] Sleep, and maybe going out and being somewhat productive
[A monument you would like to view from your bedroom] I like the NYC sky line, does that count?
[A taste that makes you melt] Coffee, it makes me feel warm and fuzzy. and chocolate
[A hobby that occupies your time] Sleeping :)
[The film you could watch over and over] Interview with a Vampire and RENT
[Your motto] Honesty
FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR:
-----------------------------
[Your approximate annual income] Ummm *checks W2 forms* I make over $100 a week. There.
[Something important on your computer desk] ....computer?
[What you would keep in a safe, if you had one] important possesions.
[Things you like to buy] clothes and food
[If you could afford it at this moment, you would buy] ...MP3 player
[You collect] candles
[Your strangest possession] I think that it would have to be that little pink heart with arms and legs that Biskick gave me to put in my car.
[Your most expensive possession] That prom dress of mine.
[Your prized possession] Linde's guitar pick :)
[If your house was burning and you only had time to rescue 3 things, they would be] My pets, photos, teddy bear.
MORALS:
-----------
[Something forbidden you have done that might even surprise your closest friends] ....hmmm.
[The appropriate age for having sex] Thats a personally choice, whenever you feel mature enough to make the choice.
[The first time you had sex, you were how old] virgin
[Your most recent lie] I'm not sure, I don't do it often
[A lie you tell yourself] People are all good
[A drug or alcoholic beverage you take on a regular basis] does caffiene count?
[If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to] caffiene
[What would your reaction be if your spouse or partner cheated on you] Betrayal. Hurt....then anger
[A time you purposely hurt someone emotionally] Don't wanna talk about it. I just wasn't happy anymore.
FAMILY:
----------
[Which of your parents do you strongly resemble] Mom's body type, mostly Dad's personality
[If you didn't know your parents, you would choose which two famous people to take their place] I don't know
[Something your parents did that you have never forgiven] They have been good to me. Probably not believeing me about my grades and not letting me go to that race last year.
[A trait you do not share with your siblings] ..height, and moody
[Your least favorite relative] I like my relatives.
FRIENDS:
------------
[Four traits you look for in a friend] Honesty, loyal, a good talker, funny
[The friend you have known for the longest time] Erin
[The friend you miss the most] Drew
[A friend who makes you laugh] All of them
[A friend who you can tell anything] Biskick and Amanda
[A friend you can go to for advice] same answer
[A friend you can flirt with] same answer again
[A friend you should not flirt with as much as you do] ????
[A friend you should not have kissed] No friends, just Dave, and Biskick, and Amanda :)
[A friend you may lose soon] None I hope
[An acquaintance you would like to make a friend] Joey
[A friend who has betrayed you] former friends a long time ago
[A friend to whom you have something important to say, but have not yet had the courage] .......
EGO:
--------
[Your 3 best qualities] I dunno
[Your 3 worst qualities] I'm too quiet, don't voice emotions, Too easily taken advantage of
[3 words that describe how others view you] again, I dunno
[3 words you would use to describe yourself] Quiet, calm, emotional
[A special compliment that made you blush] "you are one of the best looking girls I know, and I'm not even straight!"
[An insult that made you burn] There have been some that made me mad that I laughed at.
[The animal that best describes you] Kitty!!
[The greatest amount of physical pain you ever endured] Cramps!!
[Your best physical feature] hair
[At your best, you are most like this famous person] ummm
[At your worst, you are most like this famous person] ummm
[Your most recent selfless act] I don't know
TOP THREE:
--------------
[3 inventions you consider to be ingenius] computer, automobile, mp3 players
[Your 3 favorite childhood toys or games] Barbies, fake food, stuffed animals
[3 words you often use when speaking] quite, kitty, fuck
[3 sounds that disturb you] forks on ceramic plates, snoring, people chewing with their mouth open
[3 lessons you have learned the hard way] People are not always good, you don't know what you had until its gone, don't grow up too fast.
[3 things you would never do] there is quite a few
[3 things you would not allow your children to do] go to driving school :)
[3 things you have done in your life that you regret] haha, too many
WISHES:
-----------
[Your dream] success
[If you had the talent or the opportunity, you would] backpack through Europe
[Something you wish you could learn at the snap of your fingers] read minds
[Something you wish you could change about your life] I like my life. Probably stop some habits of a certain someone
[You want to retire at this age] 65 sounds good
[How do you plan to spend that last years of your life] peaceful
[How would you like to spend the last few minutes of your life] with the one I love
[At your funeral, you want people to remember you as] loyal
[Something you dreamed that later happened or turned out to be true] my relationship turning out to last this long and be as wonderful as it is
EMOTIONS:
---------------
[The emotion you tend to hide the most] hurt
[The emotion you seem to experience the most]
[A moment you achieved absolute happiness] That night on the boat looking at the NYC skyline with Dave.
[You would feel envious right now if] someone managed to take something important away from me
[A piece of music that makes you sentimental] Boston "Peace of Mind"
[When you are happy, you need] Love
[When you are sad, you need] comfort
[When you are nostalgic, you need] music
[When you are angry, you need] space
[When you are lonely, you need] to cuddle
[When you are in love, you need] someone who loves me
[You would jump up and down with joy if someone told you] I'm going to get into a good school
[The last time you cried uncontrollably was when] my grandfather died
[A moment in your life when your emotions froze and you felt absolutely nothing] heh, when I caught him. I felt completely numb
[You get angry with yourself when you] Don't stand up for what I believe in
MEMORIES:
---------------
[Your earliest memory] nursery school
[Describe your first paying job] Slice Pizza, my current job
[You are haunted by the memory of] early sophmore year
[A person who was exceptionally kind to you] Biskicko
[A person who made you miserable for a long time] a few
[A smell that reminds you of your childhood] my grandparents house in Mass.
[A routine you remember from your childhood] getting ready to go to Florida early in the morning
FEARS:
---------
[Your greatest fear] losing love
[A crime or natural disaster you were a victim of] nothing
[A sickness or disease you fear] Throwing up
[A reason for which you would seriously contemplate suicide]not sure
[When people first meet you, you are afraid they will think] That I'm easily taken advantage of
[Your greatest fear about aging] not being able to experience everything I wanted to
[Your greatest fear about marriage] divorce
[Your greatest fear about having children] not being a good mother
[A plan or project you worry may fail] college
[Something on your mind you are afraid to share] not telling you
CAT AND MOUSE:
----------------------
[When you really want to get to know someone, you say or ask] beat around the bush lol.
[The largest age difference you have had in a relationship] 9 months
[Who was younger] Them
[Something someone said or did that you found extremely attractive] haha, not telling
[Something someone said or did that you found frighteningly unattractive] ick
[A saying you've heard about men or women that you believe is true] men talk out of their dicks :)
[A physical trait you find attractive] long hair
[An intellectual ability you find attractive] Smart.
[A personality trait you find attractive] honesty
[You are irritated when people ask you] when I am going to cut off my hair and donate it
[You love it when people ask you] if my hair color is real
[Your secret passion] classical music,
[Your longest grudge] Still going on
[A type of person you don't seem to get along with] uptight
[You and your spouse or partner argue about this issue often] My opinions of certain things
[What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship] confidence
[What you dislike most about having a committed relationship] jealousy
SEXUALITY:
---------------
[Your sexiest feature] .....ask Dave
[A place where you've always wanted to make love] woods
[A wonderful place where you have made love] Nowhere.
[A strange place where you have made love] Nowhere.
[A special place on your body that, when kissed or touched, feels unbelievably good] shoulder blade
[An unfulfilled fantasy] candles
[A fulfilled fantasy] ...
[A fragrance that reminds you of someone with whom you have been intimate] Touch axe spray
[The most perverted situation you have ever been in] no comment
[The approximate number of sexual partners you have had] 0
[The largest age difference between you and a sexual partner] virgin
[Who was younger] it will be him at this rate
[The first time you achieved orgasm] Hahaha
[You feel most attractive when] complements
[The book, song, or movie title that best describes your sexuality] hmmm
[Sex is] personal and intimate
IF:
---------
[If you could change one law] gay marriage would be legal in every state
[If you could erase one memory] that one year
[If you could bring one person back from the dead] my grandparents
[If you could start all over] I would change alot
HERE AND NOW:
-----------------------
[Your current philosophy] one day at a time
[Something you learned this week] black ice is dangerous. Gas is expensive
[Your most important goal right now] getting into a good school
[The best word to describe your love life] lovely
[The best word to describe your job] Fun
[Your biggest obstacle right now] grades
[The most important thing in life] To be happy
[The last person you said "I love you' to] Dave, a few hours ago
[A piece of wisdom you would pass on to a child] always be honest
Farewell loves...