"ozzie, quit playing games with my heart" lol
Wow, so I found a particular journal tonight that really got to me. I don't want to say too much cause i don't want that person to somehow realize i was speaking of them. I miss the past so much. I guess that's why i'm not too happy currently. I'm happier than i've been all year..but every now and then i get reminded of the past and how much i miss him, her, or something. I mostly miss him, well there's actually about 2 "hims" but you get the idea. And it tears me apart not talking anymore..i miss you, even if it's "just friends" i'd be happy just having you to talk to, you always listened..maybe i was the one who needed to be quiet and listen to what you weren't saying. It's weird, everytime i get sad like this or just am up late thinking i can't stop and think about how much i've changed and if given a chance maybe he or she would see that and give me another chance...
but i can only wish..
and i feel akward typing this entire entry...because those of you who know me well, know that i don't express my feeling very well at all, and this is something that i would probably never say..but somehow typing it helps and doesn't hurt as much..
but i can only wish..
and i feel akward typing this entire entry...because those of you who know me well, know that i don't express my feeling very well at all, and this is something that i would probably never say..but somehow typing it helps and doesn't hurt as much..