[ONE-SHOT] WHY HE LOVES HIM.
Title: Why He Loves Him.
Pairing: Yoosu
Genre: Fluff
Summary: When Yoochun realizes he loves everything about Junsu.
Author's Note: Dedicated to
lahmacun. Happy birthday dear! I promised to write her one for her birthday! So here it is! And readers, this is my very very very FIRST Yoosu fanfic, so please be nice~ ^^ Words in italics are flashbacks.
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Yoochun's P.O.V
I sat in front of the television and munched on whatever it is that Changmin was holding, chips? Yea, potato chips.
“Hyung, why are we watching this?” Changmin asked bluntly while staring at the television.
“What’s wrong?”
“Hyung, it’s the most boring talk show on SBS. You know what? Jaejoong hyung is right, you like things people don’t like.”
“Whatever you say, Changmin. I’m elder here, so I get to choose what I want to watch. So it’s either you sit here quietly, eat your chips and watch, or go back to your room to finish the porn you were watching last night.” I threw some chips at him and continued watching.
“Woah, what’s wrong with you? Had a quarrel with Junsu hyung? I heard arguments from your room last night.” Changmin nudged me and turned to me, waiting to dig some interesting news from me.
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Yoochun called Junsu to come over to his room to get some things from him; obviously, there wasn’t any ‘things’ to start with.
“Yoochun?” Junsu opened the door and felt an arm embracing him from behind.
“Oh… Chunnie. It’s late already.”
“That’s the point.” Yoochun nibbled Junsu’s neck and slipped his hands under Junsu’s shirt and played with his nipples.
Junsu whimpered and sighed, “Chunnie ah…”
Yoochun turned Junsu around and placed his arms around Junsu’s small back, crashing his lips forcefully against his.
Junsu smirked and bit Yoochun’s lower lips, he held Yoochun’s hip firmly, and fingers digging into his flesh, with a steady momentum, he started grinding his hips against Yoochun’s.
A little taken back, the older one gasped and Junsu took this opportunity to slip his tongue into his mouth and entangled their tongue together. Yoochun’s leg gave way, he stumbled backwards and hit against the door, the younger hands still on his hips, body against Yoochun.
“Say it, Yoochun.” He breathes into his mouth.
Still in ecstasy, Yoochun could hear nothing but his own pounding heartbeat. He felt a tinkling sensation running down his back and he started to feel his member erect.
Feeling Yoochun’s erected member against his, Junsu repeated, “Say it, Yoochun. Say that you love me and you want me in you badly.”
Yoochun ignored while his hands starts moving up and down from Junsu’s back to butt. He felt his own member aching badly.
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Recalling last night’s event, made him frustrated again. He couldn’t remember how Junsu and he got into an argument and the whole thing stopped when Junsu left the room, leaving Yoochun’s erected member to ache badly.
“Alright, Minnie, let me ask you. Isn’t it logic that I’m supposed to top Su?”
“Erm… No??” Changmin cocked up one of his brows and smiled amusingly at his silly hyung.
“What do you mean ‘no’? It’s been like that since the very beginning.” I huffed and folded my arms in front of my chest.
“But if you were to TOP forever, you’ll be having most of the fun. Maybe it’s only fair you two take turns.” He shrugged his shoulders and continued eating his chips.
“And do you think who tops on bed is the most important thing in a relationship? You love Junsu, don’t you?” Changmin smiled at me.
“I don’t know…? I have never once said ‘I love you’ to him.”
“So much for your pride.” Changmin rolled his eyes.
“What?”
“Ask yourself. What do you like or love about Junsu, excluding his duck butt, because everyone knows.”
“I can’t think of it now? I’ll think about it.” I said and resumed watching my tv.
“We really can’t change the channel?” Changmin pouted.
“No.”
“Fine.” Changmin gave up and went back to his room.
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I laid on my bed and stared up into the ceiling. I didn’t get to talk to Junsu at all today, that boy totally ignored my presence. I sighed and turned to my side and stared into the photo of Junsu and me, Junsu smiled happily while my head rested on his shoulder, eyes closed.
How blissful, that’s the first thing that came into my mind. That’s when I realized how much I depended on Junsu in this relationship…
The first date I had with Junsu, it was the funniest date I ever had.
I wouldn’t stop teasing him…
“Oh~ Yoochun, could you please stop it?! Mind you, we’re in public!” He snapped.
“Then admit that you like me. Or I will not stop.” I smiled playfully at him and circled my arms around his waist and pulled him closer to me.
“I… DON’T like you. Get this into your brain, I’m on this date with you because… because… you wouldn’t leave me alone, y- yo- you idiot.” He pushed me lightly on my arm.
“Then why are you blushing?” I smiled once again, when I realized my smiles always annoy him, I always smiled at him when I have the chance to.
Junsu stared at me and looked away making an effort to keep his mouth shut, at the same time… trying to hide his redden face.
I chuckled and pulled him closer to me, trying to keep the both of us warm.
“When you have to look away,
when you don’t have much to say.
That’s when I love you.
I love you, just that way.”
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A month later after our 1st date…
We entered the movie theatre just in time when the lights went dimmed. Junsu took the lead to locate our seats.
“Baby, please be careful.” I whispered into his ears.
It was all too late, Junsu tripped on his foot and fell faced down on the floor.
Oh gosh… I couldn’t help it and laughed out loud…
“Chunnie~!!!” Junsu whined and tried to get up.
“I’m sorry.” I quickly said and bend forward to help Junsu.
People around us were giggling trying to hide their laughter.
“You’re really a clumsy clown.” I chuckled and held his hand; I took the lead and brought us to our seats, realizing Junsu’s hand gripped my hand tighter.
I smiled.
“To hear you stumble when you speak,
or see you walk, with two left feet.
That’s when I love you,
I love you, endlessly.”
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2 months later after our 1st date…
I kicked the can on the ground and sighed.
“Where’s that dolphin?” I groaned and leaned against the lamp post, tapping my foot.
I looked at my watch, 30 minutes late.
I dialed his mobile number, damn it… Not available?! Why is his damn phone switched off?!
It started to drizzle, slowly, large and heavy bits of rain started to fall. I jogged to the nearest shelter but damn it, it was packed. I then had no choice but to shelter myself under a small tree.
45 minutes…
“Oh gosh, where is he?” I asked myself, instead of getting angry, I’m starting to worry. Junsu is never 45 minutes late for our dates!
I paced up and down forgetting the rain and decided to dial Jaejoong’s number when my phone suddenly rang.
I pressed the answer button and shouted anxiously into the phone, “Oh gosh, Junsu is that you? Where are you?!”
“Uhh, Yoochun, it’s not Junsu, it’s me, Changmin.”
“Oh… yea. What’s up?” I said, terribly disappointed.
“Junsu hyung locked himself inside the cubicle, he is refusing to come out!”
“What happened?” I asked.
“He lost the final soccer match, he didn’t expect himself to miss the goal, and he is blaming himself now as his team got 2nd place.”
“Oh… That idiot. I’ll be right there.”
I ran down the street while looking out for cabs, finally hopping into a cab and made my way down to his school.
I ran to the men’s locker room by the soccer field and saw Changmin.
“Where’s Junsu?” I asked, panting.
Changmin pointed at the cubicle beside him, “In there.”
I knocked on the cubicle door and said softly, “Junsu, it’s me. Open up.”
“I said get lost. I don’t want to talk to anybody now.”
“Junsu, stop being such a baby and open the door right now!” I said louder this time.
Silence.
“Junsu. Open up.” I knocked on the door.
No response.
“Junsu. Be a good boy and open the door now.”
Slowly, he swung open the door and slumped back onto the closed toilet bowl seat.
I squatted in front of him and ruffled his hair.
“There, that’s my baby.” I smiled at him and cupped my hands on both his cheeks.
Junsu pouted and looked at the floor, “Chunnie, I missed the goal. We lost the game, and I’m the cause of it.”
“Su, it’s not your fault, and no one is blaming you.” I said softly and rubbed his ears with my thumbs.
Junsu looked at me and gawked, “Oh dear! Chunnie! What happen to you?! Why are you soo drenched?!”
“You were too busy being mad at yourself and forget about our date.”
“I’m sorry, Chunnie. You should find a nearest shelter!”
“The nearest one was packed, I only had a tree.”
Junsu took his towel, wiped my face and neck with it, and started to dry my hair.
I smiled at him, forgetting the fact that Junsu left me waiting under the rain, when he was angry with himself over a soccer match, and also ignoring the fact, that the towel Junsu used to dry me was the towel he used to wipe his perspiration.
“When you’re mad ‘cause you lost the game,
forget I’m waiting in the rain.
Baby, I love you,
I love you anyway.”
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3 months later after the 1st date.
“What movie are we watching today?” Junsu asked.
It was a rainy Sunday night when no ones home, so we decided to cuddle up and watched a movie together.
“Titanic.” I smiled.
“Oh no~ Not that movie!” He groaned.
“Why? You like it right?” I asked, innocently.
Junsu looked away, and played with his fingers.
“You’re afraid you would cry while watching?” I teased.
“No!!” Junsu defended himself.
“Don’t lie, when you’re embarrassed or when you’re lying, your face will turn red.” I smiled sheepishly and played the DVD.
During the end of the movie, I looked everywhere except the television, I’m a really emotional guy; I know I would probably cry, so yeah… I have my pride you see…
I heard Junsu sniffed into my chest and cuddled closer. I patted his head and pulled him tighter into my arms.
I placed my hand on his chin and lifted his face up, he looked away to hide his eyes full of tears. Looking at his tears, I pulled him to me and locking my lips with his. I bit his lower lips and he responded. I licked his lips and he took in my tongue.
Hmmm… Sweet.
“When you turn to hide your eyes,
cause the movie made you cry.
That’s when I love you,
I love you a little more each time.”
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6 months later after our 1st date.
“Chunnie! Stop laughing!” He whined.
He just loves to whine. I sat on the couch in front of him and laughed.
“Why can’t I laugh when my own boyfriend doesn’t know how to match his clothes?”
“Oh yea, who says it doesn’t match?!” Junsu folded his arms and looked away.
“Who matches lime green and red together?” I asked, lifting up an eyebrow, waiting for an answer.
Junsu thought for a moment but chooses to storm off into his room.
I laughed and shook my head.
“Why are you laughing? Junsu’s jokes were never funny.” Changmin said bluntly and sat beside me.
“He only laughs at his own jokes, but he doesn’t know his life itself is a joke.”
“When you can’t quite match your clothes,
or when you laugh at your own jokes.
That’s when I love you,
I love you, more than you know.”
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8 months later after our 1st date.
I sighed and leaned against the exact same lamp post we always arranged to meet on our dates.
“Damn it, Su. He is late again!” I said and checked my watch.
Great. 30 minutes! Luckily, next month, I’m moving in with Changmin and him.
Is it because his butt got too big it couldn’t fit all his jeans anymore? Or did he fell into the drain while on his way here? Maybe because his legs are too short so he couldn’t walk fast.
I thought of 50 reasons why he was late, and yet, still no sign of Junsu.
45 minutes.
Did he forget about our date?!
Suddenly, a pair of hands covered my eyes and asked, “Guess who I am?” He exclaimed.
Dolphin squeal only belongs to Junsu.
“It’s the dolphin with a sexy and hot duck butt named Kim Junsu, my boyfriend.”
Junsu took his hands away from my eyes and looked at me with those eyes.
“You’re late, so don’t try to get away with it with those puppy eyes of yours.” I pouted.
“Awww, Chunnie! I’m sorry! Something cropped up when I was about to leave house!”
“What? Your kitchen got burnt down when Changmin tried to cook?”
Junsu whined and pleaded for my forgiveness.
“Alright, stop whining!” I said and restrained myself from saying ‘Your whining is turning me on in public.’
Junsu smiled brightly and kissed me on the lips.
“That’s my chunnie.” He held my hand and pulled me along with him.
I licked my lips and smiled.
“When you forget that we had a date,
or that look you give when you showed up late.
Baby I love you,
I love you anyway.”
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I realized…
I love everything about Junsu. Every single bit of him. I got up from my bed and headed towards Junsu’s room.
I knocked on the door and waited for Junsu to open it.
He opened and we stared at each other for a few seconds when he broke the silence.
“Yes? How can I help you? Mr Park?”
“Junsu. Stop being mad.”
“Try having a boyfriend you love for a year, you took the initiative to say that you love him, but he never once said it back. How would you feel? So Yoochun, you tell me, am I a boyfriend that you love? Or am I just a sex partner to you?” He said coldly.
“Junsu, you know what? No matter how bitchy you are now, nothing you do can change my mind, the more I learn about you, the more I love you, the more my heart can’t get enough of you.” Agitated, I said loudly and placed my hands firmly on his shoulder. My heart soften when I looked into Junsu’s eyes.
“I love you, no matter what.” I whispered into Junsu’s ears and wrapped my arms around his small waist.
“Chunnie ah.” He hugged me and kissed my neck.
I broke the hug and cupped his face between my hands and kissed him on his lips. Soft and gentle, he deepened the kiss.
I moaned when his hands went under my shirt and rubbed my back. I closed his room door and lead him to the bed.
“Su, it’s your territory, you’re the king.” I said.
He smirked and said, “At your service.”
“That’s it; I won’t be able to walk tomorrow.” I thought.
Thrusting and shouts of ecstasy filled the night.
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Junsu collapsed beside me and panted heavily.
Slowly, both of us fell into a deep slumber.
When I woke up, it was still dark outside, the soft breathing beside me made me smile.
“Su, here’s my promise made tonight, you can count on me for life. I love you.” I said and kissed his temple.
He shifted a little and cuddled closer into my arms.
Within minutes, I went back to sleep.
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Next morning, Changmin sat at the dining table with Jaejoong and Yunho.
“Why are the 2 of you here?” Junsu asked.
“You don’t welcome your neighbors to have breakfast with you?” Jaejoong pouted.
Junsu laughed and poured himself a cup of milk.
“Hmm, where’s Yoochun?” Changmin asked and gave the other 2 cheeky glances.
“He must have told them about the noises we made last night. Sometimes, I pity Changmin, he should find himself a boyfriend.” Junsu thought.
“Hey, reply me.”
“Oh. Yoochun won’t be able to walk today. I didn’t know he was so tight.” Junsu said.
“YAH! KIM JUNSU! I HEARD THAT! YOU’RE NOT GOING TO TOP IN FUTURE EVER AGAIN!” Yoochun screamed from Junsu’s bedroom.
A muffled scream was heard.
“Poor Yoochun. Last night must have hurt.” Yunho chuckled.
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