Mar 10, 2006 12:15
Mr.AP was last night...holy shit...I'm glad thats my last time ever doing anything for that huge ball of stress.I worked the audio board which wouldn't have been so bad if I didn't have a million people surrounding me as I worked.It gets me freaked out when I'm closed in like that.I don't understand why things happen the way they do,I don't care to understand but seriously people have to take responsibility for themselves and stop relying on others to do their work for them.
Mr.Nurse freaked out a lot last night,that was nerve wracking...it makes me so edgy when people yell like that,it's scary.I hate seeing people that way...especially when he's being so irrational.I can't stand it.He just gets so worked up over the craziest things and I can't blame him for being stressed but we all are.
College crap sucks...I'm stuck between two options...go to Art Institute and get my associates in video production or go to DCCC for two years get the liberal arts done that I need and then transfer over to Temple to get my bachelors in communications.I'd rather go with the second option but my parents are making it so much harder for me by telling me to go to AI.The thing is...I want to go to temple more then anything and I got rejected but that's not stopping me.And if I go to AI for the two years I don't think I can go to Temple after that...honestly...what would be the point? thats my point in it...but then again...in reality...I don't think I could because those credits I'd get at AI might not transfer over to Temple with me...so basically I'd be wasting two years.All right...I'm going to tell the old people I'm just going to go to community for the two years because I know those credits will come with me to temple and thats what i want.ok...moving on...
I'm learning how to play piano in Music Appreciation...which is great because I've always wanted to learn.It's really relaxing...I'm getting better at playing "Ode to Joy"...