Thursday and Friday take too long
i finally broke out of the funk i was in. Im happy with how things have been going. i feel like i have been doing more and accomplishing things i have put off for a while. my sights have been set on spring/summer. ive been thinking of things that i do in the warm weather and have been doing them, even though its butt ass cold. like yesterday i chased some Geese...i know it was stupid cause i cant run very far but nonetheless it was nice to cast aside adults norms and run in child like abandonment. I guess i have taken to heart what Elvira Kurt, a comedian from canada, says and that is to hold on to the way we acted as children. have fun with life. this weekend i may go get a coloring book and some crayons and just go to town. or buy an obnoxious toy and have fun with it.
another reason, i believe, for my lack of stress is that i have money. im not worrying about what the 5 bucks i spent at Taco Bell. or even the 80 i just spent at amazon for some movies and a book i wanted. its not really something im worrying about. also the chance to spend money on my friends, buy them things/pay for thier dinner. its a good feeling. i figure i cant take the money with me at the end of this life so might as well spend it on those i care about.
i have also tried living in the present more and trying to enjoy as much as i can. like last night i was at Richo's with Peter and we had a great time. and i think that also contributed to the good feeling i have today. i just feel good all around.
another reason, i believe, for my lack of stress is that i have money. im not worrying about what the 5 bucks i spent at Taco Bell. or even the 80 i just spent at amazon for some movies and a book i wanted. its not really something im worrying about. also the chance to spend money on my friends, buy them things/pay for thier dinner. its a good feeling. i figure i cant take the money with me at the end of this life so might as well spend it on those i care about.
i have also tried living in the present more and trying to enjoy as much as i can. like last night i was at Richo's with Peter and we had a great time. and i think that also contributed to the good feeling i have today. i just feel good all around.