thoughts

[capriciousefate]

i fell in love with you the day we fell apart. maybe i was stupid for telling you goodbye. being with you is so dysfunctional, i really shouldn't miss you, but i can't let you go. i hate myself for loving you. i can't breathe without you, but i have to. i miss screaming and fighting. so in love that you act insane. that's the way i loved you. i'm not a princess, thsi ain't a fairytale, i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell. i was a dreamer before you went and let me down. if you asked me if i love him, i'd lie. [he's] steam laughing on the windowpane. sweetie you had me. i hate everything about you, why do i love you.

music is the only thing that makes sense anymore.