This is long as hell but needs to be said.
Ok. When I was reading my friend's Xanga I thought about how rough 2004 has been for me and some of my friends. 2004 has had some real high points, but it's been a struggle so I want to take sometime out of my regular boring posts to say thank you to some of the people who have helped me get through this year. IN ABSOLUTELY NO PARTICULAR ORDER. . . .
AARON- God! You've pissed me off a bajillion times this year, probably literally and none of that fucking matters. You've always been there for me. You've always had my back. Even through our fights you've been loyal. There aren't many people in the world that possess that quality and its beautiful. Everyone needs one real "ride-or-die" friend in their life and I'm glad you're mine and vice versa. From that time I literally cried on your shoulder about Rachel and LaDonna, to the time that we were about to fight that dude in that restaurant in boys town, to when we were gonna fight Eric and Ashley (Williams) for that disrespect, even when I cried on your shoulder about my parents you never turned me away, you never hesistated to ask me what's wrong or threaten to "cut a bitch". You keep me laughing with your play on words and I love you truly with all my heart even though I can't stand you. In a lot of ways you are my other half and I'll never be able to repay you for your friendship.
EMILY- Man Bitch! I love your ass. Shit really came together for our friendship last year and it's cement this year. You are always there for me when I want help and even when I don't. You never hesitate to tell me what I need to hear even if I'm not listening. I know I can come to you when I have a problem. You are understanding and you have a beautiful heart. 'Member when me, you, Iasha, James and Tony went out?! Dude that was so much fun. We were hot that night. That's the kinda shit that I can only do with you. That's when I'm having just too much god damn fun for my own good. (Could have been the weed, nah just playing. . . sorta) Even though you try to kill me everytime I get in the car with you you are still special man. Down for you always.
KRISTEN- Ha! Remember when I couldn't spell your name right to save my life?? (makes me wonder if I spelled that right) You are no-fucking-nonsense. You have that slap-you-in-the-face kinda logic and advice that sets me straight with one conversation. You've taught me a lot in our friendship. I still remember that you wrote in my yearbook "I hope you find love, because there is no life without it." You are right. Shit, most times you're right.
IASHA- I know you're thinking, "Where's my name?" You know your shit is implied. You are there. You were the one always telling me I was cute when I felt ugly, I was smart when I felt stupid, and to fuck those hoes when they treated me like shit. You even offered me a place to stay and ride to come get me when my parents were on that bullshit. Who else in the world would have done that for me? We've had our shit in the past, but nothing can fuck this friendship up. We bounce back from everything. You know damn near everything about me, and there is nothing that I'm embarrassed to tell you. I mean you can finish my sentences. Who else could I have an entire 3 or 4 hour conversation about everything and nothing with on a nightly basis? Who else would answer the phone for me at 3? Even though its usually your insomniac ass that's awake calling me. There is nothing else to say, except. . . I love you and um. . . . Sexy ass place settings. How do you spell sex?
LADONNA- My nigga. I'mma make this brief. You had me fucked up in 2004. I don't know what the hell fixed all that and made this friendship work. I don't have blue's clue. I know one thing, I'm grateful. Even though we don't talk every day I know I can call you when I'm spazzing out and you'll calm me down. Thank you for telling me I'm beautiful. You've got a good heart in there.
ANDREW/TRINA/MS. BELL/WHATEVER- Man. Ha. You are always there with the advice and that logic that just keeps fucking me over. Its glad to have someone tell me that life doesn't suck so much. Thanks for being my confidante and entertaining me with all your stories and jokes and for letting me use your laptop. That's helped me out a HELL of a lot. That is all.
JEROME- I love you. You are so funny. Its odd because I never would have known you if it weren't for debate. Debating with you has made this my most enjoyable season ever. You are good people even though you're pretty fucked up. I enjoy your company and I know that you're geniunely my friend for me and not superficial reasons and I know I can relax and be myself around you. I like that.
MATTHEW- I swear, you are the funniest person I have ever met and most likely the funniest person I'll ever meet. You too are a good friend, a geniune friend too. I really really appreciate that. You brighten my day a lot. I love to be around you. Good times.
GEORGE- You are a new addition to my life, but you are honest and blunt. I love that about you. We have fun together and I'm glad I'm getting to know your crazy ass. I thank you for not calling me out on my bogus days. I know you want to!
The people who make class worthwhile: Brittany H., Ashley D. Krstyle P. Duane T., Jeremy C., Victor M., Brandon B. Janel J. Candice B., Whitney W., MELISSA'S OLD CRAZY ASS, and Joshlean F.
Honorable Mentions to Brittany P. and Justin B..
Rachel- come on, let's fix this broke ass on-again off-again friendship.
I know I'm probably forgetting ppl. Sorry.
AARON- God! You've pissed me off a bajillion times this year, probably literally and none of that fucking matters. You've always been there for me. You've always had my back. Even through our fights you've been loyal. There aren't many people in the world that possess that quality and its beautiful. Everyone needs one real "ride-or-die" friend in their life and I'm glad you're mine and vice versa. From that time I literally cried on your shoulder about Rachel and LaDonna, to the time that we were about to fight that dude in that restaurant in boys town, to when we were gonna fight Eric and Ashley (Williams) for that disrespect, even when I cried on your shoulder about my parents you never turned me away, you never hesistated to ask me what's wrong or threaten to "cut a bitch". You keep me laughing with your play on words and I love you truly with all my heart even though I can't stand you. In a lot of ways you are my other half and I'll never be able to repay you for your friendship.
EMILY- Man Bitch! I love your ass. Shit really came together for our friendship last year and it's cement this year. You are always there for me when I want help and even when I don't. You never hesitate to tell me what I need to hear even if I'm not listening. I know I can come to you when I have a problem. You are understanding and you have a beautiful heart. 'Member when me, you, Iasha, James and Tony went out?! Dude that was so much fun. We were hot that night. That's the kinda shit that I can only do with you. That's when I'm having just too much god damn fun for my own good. (Could have been the weed, nah just playing. . . sorta) Even though you try to kill me everytime I get in the car with you you are still special man. Down for you always.
KRISTEN- Ha! Remember when I couldn't spell your name right to save my life?? (makes me wonder if I spelled that right) You are no-fucking-nonsense. You have that slap-you-in-the-face kinda logic and advice that sets me straight with one conversation. You've taught me a lot in our friendship. I still remember that you wrote in my yearbook "I hope you find love, because there is no life without it." You are right. Shit, most times you're right.
IASHA- I know you're thinking, "Where's my name?" You know your shit is implied. You are there. You were the one always telling me I was cute when I felt ugly, I was smart when I felt stupid, and to fuck those hoes when they treated me like shit. You even offered me a place to stay and ride to come get me when my parents were on that bullshit. Who else in the world would have done that for me? We've had our shit in the past, but nothing can fuck this friendship up. We bounce back from everything. You know damn near everything about me, and there is nothing that I'm embarrassed to tell you. I mean you can finish my sentences. Who else could I have an entire 3 or 4 hour conversation about everything and nothing with on a nightly basis? Who else would answer the phone for me at 3? Even though its usually your insomniac ass that's awake calling me. There is nothing else to say, except. . . I love you and um. . . . Sexy ass place settings. How do you spell sex?
LADONNA- My nigga. I'mma make this brief. You had me fucked up in 2004. I don't know what the hell fixed all that and made this friendship work. I don't have blue's clue. I know one thing, I'm grateful. Even though we don't talk every day I know I can call you when I'm spazzing out and you'll calm me down. Thank you for telling me I'm beautiful. You've got a good heart in there.
ANDREW/TRINA/MS. BELL/WHATEVER- Man. Ha. You are always there with the advice and that logic that just keeps fucking me over. Its glad to have someone tell me that life doesn't suck so much. Thanks for being my confidante and entertaining me with all your stories and jokes and for letting me use your laptop. That's helped me out a HELL of a lot. That is all.
JEROME- I love you. You are so funny. Its odd because I never would have known you if it weren't for debate. Debating with you has made this my most enjoyable season ever. You are good people even though you're pretty fucked up. I enjoy your company and I know that you're geniunely my friend for me and not superficial reasons and I know I can relax and be myself around you. I like that.
MATTHEW- I swear, you are the funniest person I have ever met and most likely the funniest person I'll ever meet. You too are a good friend, a geniune friend too. I really really appreciate that. You brighten my day a lot. I love to be around you. Good times.
GEORGE- You are a new addition to my life, but you are honest and blunt. I love that about you. We have fun together and I'm glad I'm getting to know your crazy ass. I thank you for not calling me out on my bogus days. I know you want to!
The people who make class worthwhile: Brittany H., Ashley D. Krstyle P. Duane T., Jeremy C., Victor M., Brandon B. Janel J. Candice B., Whitney W., MELISSA'S OLD CRAZY ASS, and Joshlean F.
Honorable Mentions to Brittany P. and Justin B..
Rachel- come on, let's fix this broke ass on-again off-again friendship.
I know I'm probably forgetting ppl. Sorry.