Dancing Makes Me Feel So Much Better About EVERYTHING
I wrote a couple days ago that I haven't been feeling like myself lately, but last night when I went to dance I couldn't have felt any better than I did. It wasn't one of my most amazing nights where I had one a few weeks ago but I thought that I felt so much better about whatever was bothering me. I love dancing because the music can just take you away and if there's anything bothering you, you can work twice as hard to get rid of any frustrations you might have. I think that's why I love to dance so much, I'm not very good about telling people how I feel because I don't like people to feel bad for me or anything like that. I don't want sympathy, I want people to just listen and be there for me. Lately I've been working on my binder for this year. The binder is my set-up for my classes this year, what my goals are for my classes, what I want to teach them. I've been spending a lot of time on it and I hope that I can get through everything that I want to this year because I know that last year I didn't even come close because it was my first year by myself teaching so this year I'll have a better feel for everything. I'm wicked excited about dance starting back but school on the other hand I could wait a lifetime for. I'm not looking forward to that at all. I know its my senior year and everything and its supposed to be the best but when you really just don't like school or the one you go to at all it doesn't matter what year you are, its never good. Lately I've just been hanging out with Adam because we both know that once school starts back we won't see much of each other because we both have very busy schedules this year, so its kind of spend time now and hopefully we'll stay together. I've haven't been this happy in a long time, I don't know what it is about him but I can't seem to actually get mad at him, but I do get upset but that's my own fault for holding everything in for so long. Yesterday he got a concussion at work. he was playing basketball and going for a lay up and a kid went under him and he fell over the kid and landed on his head. ::my poor baby:: So last night he wasn't feeling too well, so he stayed at home. I think he might have taken today off, but I'm not sure. Well I'm off to start my day because I have a lot of dance stuff to get done. *Hugs & Kisses*