Just tired from it all.
Well I talked to Adam today a little about everything that has been going on & it made me feel worse but in a good way, I guess. I asked him if he wanted to just be friends or if he wanted to remain together and he asked me if we could be friends and I said no. I told him that I can't go from having a 2 year relationship as serious as we are to just being friends and expecting everything to be ok. So I'm really confused as to what he wants. He wants me to change but I don't know if I can or not. I guess that I just don't know too much of anything anymore. Talking to April and my Auntie Kelly really helped me alot (thanx). Just having someone there to listen and have a shoulder to cry on just means so much to me. So I've decided that I'm going to start talking to my old friends from high school more and spend less time waiting around for Adam. My whole life should not revolve around my boyfriend, I need my time also. So this is what I will be working on for a while. Hopefully it will get my mind off things that have been driving me nuts lately. {:0