if i run, will you follow?

[cappuccinoblues]

right now:

- i don't want to be in cardiff.
- i don't want to eat for a very long time.
- i am lonely.
- i don't want to revise anymore.
- i can't stop staring at the clock.
- i am depriving myself of water.
- numbers make my head go weird.
- i cannot get my pencil any sharper.
- my guitar is the only thing i want to smash.
- i keep pressing f5 in the hope that something turns up.

- i don't know anymore.