rock.bottom.

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I lied.  I can't remember the last time I was this depressed. The past two weeks have been just awful...the only things that I've been able to hide it all behind were the concerts.  Reality is setting back in now however....I need a drink.  I need someone to listen...and not judge me or anything in my life...just to listen.  I want to just explode and give up.  I feel like I've lost all of my strength and that every part of my body hurts.  I wish I could fix this crap...I wish I could dissapear for a while.

I don't know what else to say.....someone please put me out of my misery.