it's 4 o'clock in the fucking morning
I am really aggravated right now because of the irony of my life. I have spent my whole life trying to live up to this idea of the "christian way of life" only to be told time after time that I was not quit making the grade, that the way i chose to live my life was not good enough in the eyes of Jesus. As far as the church is concerned I am
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Hey you.
First off, I never check my LJ account, so hit me up on my aim.
S/N: NearEpic
Anyways, look. My fiance left me about three months back. What have I learned since then? I need to stop trying to please everyone else, and start pleasing myself. As for the church, you only need to worry about what God thinks, and not the church. As for men, yes, most are pigs, and most only want sex. However, you need to stick to your morals, and you need to be happy with yourself and your actions. You do get out what you put in, but it takes time. I've always thought maybe, perhaps, God wants us to meet a few wrong relationships first, so when we finally find "the one," we will know how much more to appreciate that person. God has blessed you in so many ways. Just take a look around and see what I mean.
You're intelligent and beautiful. Do not let such trivial things right now bother you.
If you ever need to talk, please don't hesitate to find me. I know we've never been real close, etc, but eh.
And as for romance, it's close to dead, but you can still find the occassional guy who values it.
All the best, and God bless you Tracy.
~Josh
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