you know what
You can apologize until you are blue in the face, it will never be ok. You are an emotional manipulator you always play the victim like every one on this planet owes you something because you were an ass, no one wants to be around you, and now you are lonely and all of a sudden everyone else is the bad guy. If you are looking for someone to blame and someone to be angry at for your loneliness take a good hard look into the mirror my friend. I have done nothing wrong here, and earlier i would have tried to be a big person and say that it wasn't entirely your fault and we both played a role in the break up but you know what you are entirely to blame and you screwed me over and now you are oh so sad because you are lonely.... not...my...problem! I don't owe you shit in fact you owe me the 3 years of my life that I wasted on you, when you can repay me for that maybe we can call it even