This is how a heart breaks
My whole world just crashed down around me
as over dramatic as that sounds hear me when i say it is true
I did somethings recently with the thought of forever in mind
I changed my future and the direction it was going based on your promises and words.
I have also done some things not so recently with that same thought process in mind.
I gave up relationships, chances, and morals because I thought that this was it.
Now I am back in a place i have seen more times than I can count, back to square one.
I am scared, worried, hopeful, excited, and lost all at the same time.
on the same note....
you never deserved me. Not in an egotistical, hateful way, but honestly and truely
you never deserved me, because i never deserved you.
sometimes we hold onto things because it is all we know and we are lonely
I think we both know and have known for a while that we are not something that can nor should work out.
we love eachother yes but neither one of us ever really knew the other, or wanted to.
We both know that this was over a long time ago, we just held on because it seemed like a good idea.
as over dramatic as that sounds hear me when i say it is true
I did somethings recently with the thought of forever in mind
I changed my future and the direction it was going based on your promises and words.
I have also done some things not so recently with that same thought process in mind.
I gave up relationships, chances, and morals because I thought that this was it.
Now I am back in a place i have seen more times than I can count, back to square one.
I am scared, worried, hopeful, excited, and lost all at the same time.
on the same note....
you never deserved me. Not in an egotistical, hateful way, but honestly and truely
you never deserved me, because i never deserved you.
sometimes we hold onto things because it is all we know and we are lonely
I think we both know and have known for a while that we are not something that can nor should work out.
we love eachother yes but neither one of us ever really knew the other, or wanted to.
We both know that this was over a long time ago, we just held on because it seemed like a good idea.