Officemax update
So we've got this new manager at OfficeMax, named Ronell. So far, I think he's awesome. He's nice and doesn't get on my case about stuff, instead he says "happy face!" to make sure I smile and is just laid back. I've only worked with the guy twice, but I haven't found anything bad yet.
Maybe I'm crazy but I still think that Matt absolutely dislikes me. I am hypersensitive to negative feelings like anger/frustration/annoyance/hate/anxiety. I'm not as sensitive to sadness but then again I wasn't trained well for those emotions. So, even when it is not aimed at me (it never really used to matter whether or not it was aimed at me when I was a kid so I never learned how to figure that out), I can detect it as soon as I see the person or hear them speak. It's only because of esteem issues that I kind of assume it's all directed at me (oh so egocentric...). I'm going to talk to Jennifer about it because she likes me and she'll be (brutally) honest with me.
Maybe I'm crazy but I still think that Matt absolutely dislikes me. I am hypersensitive to negative feelings like anger/frustration/annoyance/hate/anxiety. I'm not as sensitive to sadness but then again I wasn't trained well for those emotions. So, even when it is not aimed at me (it never really used to matter whether or not it was aimed at me when I was a kid so I never learned how to figure that out), I can detect it as soon as I see the person or hear them speak. It's only because of esteem issues that I kind of assume it's all directed at me (oh so egocentric...). I'm going to talk to Jennifer about it because she likes me and she'll be (brutally) honest with me.