random update.
I've gained three pounds since I got back. Sadly, my clothes do fit differently. I'm five foot three, of course three pounds makes a difference. Mostly, I feel crappier about it since I haven't really been active at all. I did yoga yesterday and a hundred sit ups (used to be able to do 200 a day, then I stopped and back pain came back when the muscle atrophed...so now I'm trying to build it back up again). I would today as well, but cramp mania + humidity + eight hour shift = ruthie is a lazy bum.
I worked eight hours today. The combined crappy sleep, allergies, cramping, foot pain (standing in my shoes for 8 hours can be painful), ankle swelling and humidity, sucked. I also sold no max's today. I would have sold one for $35, however, the man was rung up while I was on break and Liz put it under her name. Kyle reassuringly told me it wasn't a big deal. It really isn't; it's not the first time, won't be the last and I can sell more later.
My mom did get a memory fit Dr. Schol's insole which should help. However, there isn't enough room in the shoes that are work appropriate, so I might have to wear black tennis shoes and hope no one notices.
I write more in my paper journal more, which is nice. I like that feeling.
I really need to be active more. If I can't do hardcore stuff, I should do *some* kind of light activity. I'm less likely to have a prolonged shitty feeling, and I'm usually happier and more optimistic. Which fuels my confidence which means I perform better. And usually my clothes fit better.
I still haven't heard anything from any other potential employers. *Crosses fingers for library job!*
I should post happier (or at least less emo stuff). I'll do that sometime.
I worked eight hours today. The combined crappy sleep, allergies, cramping, foot pain (standing in my shoes for 8 hours can be painful), ankle swelling and humidity, sucked. I also sold no max's today. I would have sold one for $35, however, the man was rung up while I was on break and Liz put it under her name. Kyle reassuringly told me it wasn't a big deal. It really isn't; it's not the first time, won't be the last and I can sell more later.
My mom did get a memory fit Dr. Schol's insole which should help. However, there isn't enough room in the shoes that are work appropriate, so I might have to wear black tennis shoes and hope no one notices.
I write more in my paper journal more, which is nice. I like that feeling.
I really need to be active more. If I can't do hardcore stuff, I should do *some* kind of light activity. I'm less likely to have a prolonged shitty feeling, and I'm usually happier and more optimistic. Which fuels my confidence which means I perform better. And usually my clothes fit better.
I still haven't heard anything from any other potential employers. *Crosses fingers for library job!*
I should post happier (or at least less emo stuff). I'll do that sometime.