Oct 31, 2005 20:36
It's 8:36pm, and I haven't done a god damn thing other than go to class.
I couldn't focus, at any point during the day. No matter what I tried to do. At some point I fell asleep at Kyle's with him holding me for about an hour I guess.
Sleep is the best way to obliterate existence.
I miss Nico.
I miss Cole.
I miss Hector.
I just want to not exist. If I don't wake up tomorrow, nothing can happen.
cole,
sleep,
hector,
nico,
existence,
apathy