Oct 17, 2005 23:35
I hate the double standards I place upon myself.
I'm a firm believer that crying makes me weak (I apply this standard to no one else.)
Before my senior year of high school crying was a very rare thing for me. I hate it, and I hate myself for it.
Now I cry very frequently. I am only worse for the wear. I dont even have the self control not to cry.
being with you makes me a weaker person
But do I really want to be strong?
crying,
hypocrisy,
rant