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So everyone had a grand time tonight.
awesome
fuck you.
I hate how Lui has more trust with my parents than I do and she can do whatever she wants whenever without them doubting anything.
I am sick of having obligations to people.
I don't feel like having to fucking figure everything out for stupid people so they can have a wonderful day. It's especially awesome when it fucks you in the ass hardcore.
I just had the hardest cry ever. It felt pretty good. Tonight in the car I didn't want to cry so bad that it made my jaw hurt and then I got an headache and a stomach ache. I wanted to stab someone in the face with a fork and feed them to starving kids who would appreciate even the shittiest of flesh.
ugh.
I miss Mike so much. I hate it that I can't talk to him whenever. I hate how I can't legally drive. If I could...I would figure out where it was and I'd go see if I could see him. I wish Sheena was here. If I could drive I'd go see her over spring break. I hate how Katy can't go anywhere. I HATE OBLIGATION. I hate cerfews.(I hate how I'm so lame) I hate putting forth a little effort to look cute for nothing. I hate shitty pop punk bands. I hate not being able to get really drunk right now. I want to get laid. I want to be really really fucked up right now. But that isn't going to happen. I wish.... I wish I was out of high school. I just wish. I wish too much. No use in wishing for shit that's never going to happen right?
I feel so hopeless. and angry. and emo.
but I met an awesome girl named Taige tonight.
and an extremly hot guy with a fro and tight pants that look better on him than me anyday.
His name's Jared. If you see him just tell him he's hot. I appreciate his hotness.
I don't appreciate shittiness.
so go away.
awesome
fuck you.
I hate how Lui has more trust with my parents than I do and she can do whatever she wants whenever without them doubting anything.
I am sick of having obligations to people.
I don't feel like having to fucking figure everything out for stupid people so they can have a wonderful day. It's especially awesome when it fucks you in the ass hardcore.
I just had the hardest cry ever. It felt pretty good. Tonight in the car I didn't want to cry so bad that it made my jaw hurt and then I got an headache and a stomach ache. I wanted to stab someone in the face with a fork and feed them to starving kids who would appreciate even the shittiest of flesh.
ugh.
I miss Mike so much. I hate it that I can't talk to him whenever. I hate how I can't legally drive. If I could...I would figure out where it was and I'd go see if I could see him. I wish Sheena was here. If I could drive I'd go see her over spring break. I hate how Katy can't go anywhere. I HATE OBLIGATION. I hate cerfews.(I hate how I'm so lame) I hate putting forth a little effort to look cute for nothing. I hate shitty pop punk bands. I hate not being able to get really drunk right now. I want to get laid. I want to be really really fucked up right now. But that isn't going to happen. I wish.... I wish I was out of high school. I just wish. I wish too much. No use in wishing for shit that's never going to happen right?
I feel so hopeless. and angry. and emo.
but I met an awesome girl named Taige tonight.
and an extremly hot guy with a fro and tight pants that look better on him than me anyday.
His name's Jared. If you see him just tell him he's hot. I appreciate his hotness.
I don't appreciate shittiness.
so go away.