OOOH SHIT
This song is so awesome.
You have to listen to it.
I feel like writing about something like how I feel or what I think about something...but I don't know where to start. (I don't need to hear that you don't care) It won't make the sense I want it to though...I want to get drunk and talk to someone. I wish I could tell everyone everything. I wish everyone knew everything that went on in my head. I think I'd feel better...if I didn't keep things from people. I just want everyone to know how wonderful they are. I want them to know about why I love them. I want them to know that I DO love them. If one person that I know wasn't here...even someone I didn't know at all but knew someone I knew....because everyone is connected through someone else. It's like a bunch of webs all interconnected with spiders and flys. It's sad to think of it that way though. You might think hey spiders kill flies... but people kill other people. Intentionally or not. But when someone dies or just goes away somewhere else it breaks something in the web and you lose a part of yourself. It's like a ripple in a pond...someone knocks the water..it causes it all to get disturbed and even in the end where the last bit of water touches the earth it could harm the smallest little bug and he's gotta fight to stay out of it. He has to work so hard to keep himself alive because the world is so big and he's so small and if he doesn't fight...if no one fights.. they'll all be dragged into these waters by the smallest of waves. Water feeds life. But life feeds the water. If there was no life water wouldnt have a purpose. If there were no spiders there would be no webs. Flies would be so numerous and they would land on the water more often and cause complete chaos. So maybe this cycle of life isn't too bad. Then again if there weren't any flies...(granted that was all there was metaphorically speaking) then nothing would decay...and the water would be so polluted that it would turn into something dead and it wouldnt be able to be used. The water or the world would be dead. Without all that we have. We have so much. If some flies could stay strong...they could turn into the spiders. Everything would be black and strong. Maybe that's what its all ending up as. I think Black is the color that everything ends up as. Complete darkness. When everything feeds off of everything else. The world will stop turning and it will be darkness. Until it happens again. and again and again. Kind of like I keep writing. And it probably makes less sense to you than it did in the first place.
You have to listen to it.
I feel like writing about something like how I feel or what I think about something...but I don't know where to start. (I don't need to hear that you don't care) It won't make the sense I want it to though...I want to get drunk and talk to someone. I wish I could tell everyone everything. I wish everyone knew everything that went on in my head. I think I'd feel better...if I didn't keep things from people. I just want everyone to know how wonderful they are. I want them to know about why I love them. I want them to know that I DO love them. If one person that I know wasn't here...even someone I didn't know at all but knew someone I knew....because everyone is connected through someone else. It's like a bunch of webs all interconnected with spiders and flys. It's sad to think of it that way though. You might think hey spiders kill flies... but people kill other people. Intentionally or not. But when someone dies or just goes away somewhere else it breaks something in the web and you lose a part of yourself. It's like a ripple in a pond...someone knocks the water..it causes it all to get disturbed and even in the end where the last bit of water touches the earth it could harm the smallest little bug and he's gotta fight to stay out of it. He has to work so hard to keep himself alive because the world is so big and he's so small and if he doesn't fight...if no one fights.. they'll all be dragged into these waters by the smallest of waves. Water feeds life. But life feeds the water. If there was no life water wouldnt have a purpose. If there were no spiders there would be no webs. Flies would be so numerous and they would land on the water more often and cause complete chaos. So maybe this cycle of life isn't too bad. Then again if there weren't any flies...(granted that was all there was metaphorically speaking) then nothing would decay...and the water would be so polluted that it would turn into something dead and it wouldnt be able to be used. The water or the world would be dead. Without all that we have. We have so much. If some flies could stay strong...they could turn into the spiders. Everything would be black and strong. Maybe that's what its all ending up as. I think Black is the color that everything ends up as. Complete darkness. When everything feeds off of everything else. The world will stop turning and it will be darkness. Until it happens again. and again and again. Kind of like I keep writing. And it probably makes less sense to you than it did in the first place.