First Time [Part one of three]

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Title: First time
Summary: Ian and Anthony return from a party, where Anthony had a few drinks. Alcohol gives bravery, but takes away control. How far will they go?
Rating/Warnings: PG13 (NC-17 in later parts); implied drunkenness, gay kissing, make-out, suggestive of soon-to-come sexual actions
Disclaimer: If this really happened, then bitch, I must be Raven! ;D Nope, don't own Smosh. Didn't happen. Fiction. Blah blah blah etc.
A/N: I felt like this story would be better expressed in poetry of a sort, since it's supposed to be going on in a haze. I think this counts as my monthly challenge entry...at least, part two will. Yeah, I'll just tag part two as my entry. ;P

First Time

The slight buzz of alcohol dizzies my mind
Electrifies my senses
Poisons my better judgment

We pull up to our home
Reminiscing the party
I stagger behind you
Through the still, cold air

Inside is warm
Familiar 
Comforting
I’m glad to retire to my room

Something drags me from it, though
Pulls me through the doorway
To your bedroom
Brings me to the foot of your bed

My mind is gone
My thoughts dissolved
In the murky waters of my poison-tainted brain

Confusion
Is the first look you give me
Next, a smile
The smile fades as we talk

What are we saying? 
I’m not all too sure
My mouth is fueled by the mindlessness
Provided by the alcohol

I sit on the edge of your bed
Spilling confessions half mindedly
Not knowing what to expect

Your smile returns
Very slowly
Your eyes hold mine in contact

Icy crystals freezing my dizzy vision
The eyes staring into mine
Fill with longing
Lust
They set each feature of your face ablaze
Highlighting your perfections

I say things
So do you
Blood finds its way to both of our faces
Coloring them a deep pink

One thing leads to another
As we near each other
Inch by measly inch
Until our lips touch

It’s a wonderful kiss
An amazing kiss
Soft and slow 
And full of promise
Full of trust
Full of anxiety and want

Your light stubble scratches against my face
Bringing an unfamiliar feeling
Unfamiliar, but pleasing
Unfamiliar, but nice

Unfamiliar as well
Is the strong hand gripping my neck
The close smell of your after-shave
The short length of soft hair I twist my hand into
Unfamiliar, but so right

We pull our faces impossibly closer
Kissing long
Deep
Amazing

It feels like all that exists
Is you and me
And this indescribable feeling

Before long
Both our mouths are open
Our tongues find their way

Around each other’s mouths
I take the lead
Scoot further onto the bed
Lean you down
Move my lips down your neck

I don’t know how far this may go tonight...
And I don’t care.