sleeping like a crackbaby
i think i should invent "who's got the crackbaby - the boardgame". i bet i'd get adam and kimya's blessing easily enough.
i've been treating my body like complete shit for about ten years now, so i expect it to be grateful when i decide (again) to stop waging a double headed caffeine/nicotine style ass whooping on it. but no, it has to go and try and shove a decade's worth of revenge into as short a time period as possible when i decide to play nice and give it some breathing room (with the promise of more to come). it's being a spiteful fucking ingrate at the moment, and i really expected better of it.
i have a giant fucking headache at the moment (i can't even recall the last time i had a headache a glass of water wouldn't fix. probably when i decided to get trashed on cooking sherry about seven years ago). i also kept waking up at about two hour intervals last night feeling nauseous. fun times.
stuff i've used to try and get the cravings to fuck off:
- spicy fruit toaster muffins
- cheese on toast
- water
- a large pack of mixed m+ms (the crispy ones are fucking disgusting. never again) immediately followed by a pack of burger rings. don't try this at home kids. it doesn't make you feel better, despite seeming like a good idea at the time.
- beer. which helps, but i'm trying to cut back on that too.
i've promised myself that if i can make it until 5:00 on only two cigarettes i'm going to fork out the money for a de la soul ticket for friday. erm, because otherwise i'd just have to watch the guild league instead.
i've been treating my body like complete shit for about ten years now, so i expect it to be grateful when i decide (again) to stop waging a double headed caffeine/nicotine style ass whooping on it. but no, it has to go and try and shove a decade's worth of revenge into as short a time period as possible when i decide to play nice and give it some breathing room (with the promise of more to come). it's being a spiteful fucking ingrate at the moment, and i really expected better of it.
i have a giant fucking headache at the moment (i can't even recall the last time i had a headache a glass of water wouldn't fix. probably when i decided to get trashed on cooking sherry about seven years ago). i also kept waking up at about two hour intervals last night feeling nauseous. fun times.
stuff i've used to try and get the cravings to fuck off:
- spicy fruit toaster muffins
- cheese on toast
- water
- a large pack of mixed m+ms (the crispy ones are fucking disgusting. never again) immediately followed by a pack of burger rings. don't try this at home kids. it doesn't make you feel better, despite seeming like a good idea at the time.
- beer. which helps, but i'm trying to cut back on that too.
i've promised myself that if i can make it until 5:00 on only two cigarettes i'm going to fork out the money for a de la soul ticket for friday. erm, because otherwise i'd just have to watch the guild league instead.