BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

[capndee]

I can't stand when somebody tells me that they are definitely going to help me with something and just back out at the last minutes. Especially when they know that I have only one chance to get it done. Yea, just blew me off, acted like a bitch to me, and disappointed me. Well, for being a bitch, I say grow up and deal with whatever problems you have...life is full of drama and you need to stop running away from it. For blowing me off...I understand what happened with you, but doesn't mean that it excuses you from your actions; I've never treated you like that. I'm disappointed in you because I thought you were more mature and better than that. Guess I was wrong. All I know is, is that strangers..people I don't even hardly know treat me more like a friend than you did. This one girl even told me today she would hlep me out..too bad it was too late. I thank her for her concern. Oh, don't think that I'm going to be sypmathetic with your circumstances. It happens to everyone I know and If I was to feel bad for everyone of them, I probably would have shot myself. Just, stand up to the drama, gorw up, stop thinking you're the shit, and don't sell out your friends, the people who give a shit about you. Maybe, you should give a shit about them.

SOrry for the rambling I did to the person who probably won't even see this, but I just had to get it off my chest.

ON a lighter note, my band is playing this Saturday at somebody's place. It's an afterparty for something. If you wana come, let me know. I'll give you directions. As far as our band name goes...still not sure. I think we might be calling ourselves HORSESHOESandHANDGRENADES. I still like BUCKY MATTERS. What do y'all think?

Well, I'm out guys...much love from THE CHAD.