I'm Lost
I feel lost today. I have nothing organized for school. My thoughts are all scrambled in my brain. I feel like I am behind on everything, except for photography. I love photography. It's the only thing I really look foward to at school right, well besides that girl I sit next to every Tuesday/Thursday in Astronomy 1101. SHe is so sweet and is really beautiful. I do believe I go to class just to sit next to her. Oh, I also go to learn too. HA! I think my professor hated my photos. I don't blame him though, they did suck. I can do way better than those, he'll see. It seems as though everyday I wake up, I constantly have things going through my mind. Some are good, but most are bad. I just wish I could have some peace. I sometimes wish I could break away from the world. Maybe I should becom an astronaut or something. I just want these thoughts to leave me. It hurts too much sometimes to point well I feel like I'm dead. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day for me. I am looking foward to something though. I'm going visit an old friend of mine. Her name is Trista. We haven't really talked in three years. Things eneded bad between us when she left for Loyola. I hope to get a good reaction from her when we meet. I have a good feeling about it. I just hope I'm right. I've been weary of my feelings lately...they have seem to point me in the wrong direction lately. AHhh....I wish things were simple for me, I don't think it has ever been simple for me..even when I was a kid. OH well, I guess I'm done. I'll write soon. Later yo.