wow ok thats a change
wow i suck. it's been a while, and on a whim i decided to re-read my journal. well it seems like im the most whiney arrogent petty bastard around huh? i'd like to think ive changed, and i have many signs to point me to this. i wouldnt even know where to go and start a journal from here, if i had to keep going from where i left off, with an update post, this would be a 3 page post. so i won't. instead i'll apologize to the 2 people who ever read this journal, and thank them fore putting up with my shit (they know who they are)