Starting over the right way
So I know this is a public thing and all, and I appreciate people reading it and commenting on it. By the way, Amy? Whoa girl, it's been a while, hasn't it? Hehe, we'll have to chat it up sometime. So anyway, I'm about to abuse this public journal for private matters right now. Don't get too excited. That doesn't mean there's gonna be juicy stuff in here. Okay, private matters time:
Andrea,
I suppose I could start off by saying how screwed up things have been, but I think we both have had enough of that for a long time. I really wanted to tell you this, but since you're sleeping and you signed offline for the night, I have no way other than through the big journal. In a lot of ways I need to start things over so I can have a life of my own again. While a big aspect of this is making and developing new friendships, my biggest priority is starting our friendship over. I know we've said this sort of thing before, but I think I finally understand now. So I think your first class is at 11 tomorrow, but it could be 10. Either way, I'm setting my alarm for 9. I really want to hug you right now. If you read this before you go to class, which I really really really hope you do, then would you please either stop by my room or give me a call before you go? Don't worry about waking me up or whatever. It would mean a lot to me if you did. The second thing I want to ask of you is to maybe make time for me somewhere in your schedule this weekend. I know there's a Dynamics show at 8 on saturday that I want to go to, so if you'd be around maybe you could accompany me to that. If you already have plans for that time, I have some other ideas and I'm open to other suggestions. I need to remember what it's like to be around you, just you and me, and be having fun. No more emotional babble or hurt feelings. Even if you want to go shopping or something during the afternoon, I'm up for it. Spending some time reacquainting myself with my best friend here at school is what I need to be happy again. That would be worth like, fifty 29 year old women... Anyway, I'm going to try to sleep again now because I already feel a bit better. Remember my hug!
Your apologetic (best?) friend and Cap'n
Adam
Andrea,
I suppose I could start off by saying how screwed up things have been, but I think we both have had enough of that for a long time. I really wanted to tell you this, but since you're sleeping and you signed offline for the night, I have no way other than through the big journal. In a lot of ways I need to start things over so I can have a life of my own again. While a big aspect of this is making and developing new friendships, my biggest priority is starting our friendship over. I know we've said this sort of thing before, but I think I finally understand now. So I think your first class is at 11 tomorrow, but it could be 10. Either way, I'm setting my alarm for 9. I really want to hug you right now. If you read this before you go to class, which I really really really hope you do, then would you please either stop by my room or give me a call before you go? Don't worry about waking me up or whatever. It would mean a lot to me if you did. The second thing I want to ask of you is to maybe make time for me somewhere in your schedule this weekend. I know there's a Dynamics show at 8 on saturday that I want to go to, so if you'd be around maybe you could accompany me to that. If you already have plans for that time, I have some other ideas and I'm open to other suggestions. I need to remember what it's like to be around you, just you and me, and be having fun. No more emotional babble or hurt feelings. Even if you want to go shopping or something during the afternoon, I'm up for it. Spending some time reacquainting myself with my best friend here at school is what I need to be happy again. That would be worth like, fifty 29 year old women... Anyway, I'm going to try to sleep again now because I already feel a bit better. Remember my hug!
Your apologetic (best?) friend and Cap'n
Adam