Feb 17, 2005 02:14
Ever have one of those days where you knew from the minute your feet hit the floor, that you should have stayed in bed? I'm starting to think that I should have just slept my entire week away, and then maybe things might be better. My place of employment has come up with the brilliant idea of having yet another layoff at the end of the month, this time they're supposedly targeting people with medical issues. Isn't that wonderful? Because I have a bad leg and can't stand up for twelve hours straight... I might lose my job. And to think that's just the beginning with this place. Now I may just be jumping to conclusions here, but I'm beginning to wonder if they're purposely trying to get me to quit before this layoff. Considering that everyone knows that I have to sit down to do inspection, and for the last three nights I've been put in various places around the building where I have to stand and walk, does this sound like a ploy to anyone else but me? But then again that's what I get for working with a bunch of assholes.
Secondly, there is a nasty string of the flu as well as the measles and chicken pox running around down here; and most likely at the workplace. I've had a headache for the past few days, along with this I've got irritated eyes, sore throat, cough and an ear-ache. I just hope I don't lose my voice again in the span of a few months. To top it all off, I don't feel well... having a bad day at work, and then I come home to a not so lovely email from a role playing game I'm in, or rather was in. I had mentioned to the owner on a previous account to feel free to recast someone to play my role because I wasn't keeping up. Oh no... they wanted to work with me and keep me in the game because supposedly no one wants to join and people bad-mouth it. And then I come home to find this email that came off as if the owner was sneering at me. I hadn't been online really in the last few days because of how I've been feeling, and they're all... not having a ... is no better than one who never plays.
Well no fucking duh... didn't I mention that I most likely wouldn't be able to keep up. Maybe if the rp was through IM instead of a stupid chatroom, but that didn't seem to work out well either. Oh well, no big loss. Wasn't as if I was having an overly "fun" time anyway. I don't care...
I'd better take some more medicine and go to bed before I get really cranky and say even more things that I probably won't remember saying tomorrow. x_x