May 09, 2006 23:58
So life was going really good today. I woke up at like noon, which was well needed rest right? well I go along and clean my room. It looks good now, I am proud of it. Then my dad gets home and tells my mom the story of when my cousin got married oh and forgot to fucking invite us. Well I understand she could only fit like twenty five people in the fucking place but at least tell us that you are getting fucking married. What in the hell did we do to them to not at least be told???????
Family is a big deal. I dont know if I have stressed that before in previous blogs. let me do it now, I love my family to death. They may not be the brightest sometimes but they are all that I have. I know that no matter what, that is never going to change. It hurt me sooo much when i was told that my cousin got married on sunday. With out a word to us. Fuck I would have stood during the whole ceremony if I had to in order to see her get married. I love weddings. This guy she married is wonderful too, i am just soo hurt that they didnt say a word. God why are people so rude sometimes, I dont understand. I would have driven the whole way there to see her get married. I dont care. I would have sat outside and heard everything to be there in support of her. WHAT THE FUCK IS THE MATTER WITH THAT FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What in the hell makes them think that it is ok not to say a fucking word????????????? GAH!!!!!!!
I cried for so long. It pissed me off so fucking bad.